Getting into bed with my enemy is proving to be a brilliant decision. He's not this bad guy that Ii had initially painted him out to be, he’s just dealing with a lot of abandonment issues. Other than that, a lot of people he cared about have now gone to the place that no one returns from so I can kind of understand how he feels and no, I shouldn’t be the one to bare the pain on his behalf and yes, I know I could've chosen to ignore him but there was something in his eyes, a glint so to speak something that shows that he’s human after everything he's had to go through. I’ve now learnt that he wasn’t born with a golden spoon on his mouth, joy riding through life without a single care in the world. Smiso's been through as great deal of pain in life and instead of the majority of people choosi

