Sometimes i feel that my life my personality is a complete lie ...Sitting in a balcony of my apartment ,watching the magnificiant view of new york ,drinking my favouriate coffee,sounds so perfect to hear..But little did anyone care what i am going through ........
I was on my deep thought ,when my phone ring disturbing my thoughts....''Dr. Gracia''..it showed ...
'hello', ..hey sere ..your reports came do you want me to tell you right now or will you come and collect it....
'I WILL COME TO YOUR CLINIC DR. GRACIA ,' I will be there in fifteen minutes....
***************************************************************************************************
SERENAS POV
Last week when i came back after spending my weekend with michele ,i decided to have a medical checkup of my entire body ........When i decided to start all over with michele i wanted to be fully recovered with all my problems...And first step was to confirm any sexually transmitted desieses...
''Hello ,i am Serena Williams ,Dr. Gracia is expecting me today''......I asked the recepcinist at the hospital.....
Yes mam ,she is ready to see to,SECOUND FLOOR, RIGHT SIDE CABIN........,she informed...
''Thank You'',i replied her and moved towards her cabin ........
May i come in DR.,...........Serena child please come in dear ,i was waiting for you only ......come sit let me take out your reports...
(Dr gracia is a family doctor of ours,she is a in her mid fourties ,and has this charming smile on her face always ,which makes you forget your problems)
Well serena here is your reports....Is everything fine doctor,I asked her.....
Technically, yes..........she said.........What do you mean my ''technically '' doctor,i asked her worried..
As per my advice serena ,your AIDS, HIV and other reports came negative.....I ran the rest three times ,as per your demand and all the three time it came negative.......so you dont have to worry about that ......
The thing i am concered is ,that you drink too much of alcohol and intake lots of caffine,child i am seriously writing this in your prescription to immediatelly stop taking....
( I immediately wanted to ask her is ther any serious issue but i stoped my self from asking and decided to let her continue her first.)
And if possible try to eat less of meat and flesh and start intaking lots of green vegitables..Next dont compremise with you have have eight to nine hours of sleep daily.......
Include meditation and yoga in your daily life and stop doing heavy workouts.........Like this she just went on giving me advises ,making me wonder one particular dought in my head ,which i dont want to come true.......
''Please tell me doctor what i am thinking is not true'' ,i asked her and she immediately looked at me..
I know it sounds little scary and and impossible first time but dont worry ,you will get adjusted with time....I sighed and waited for her to confirm what i am thinking .......
''YOU ARE PREGNENT '' Serena ........I closes my eyes and and tried to calm myself.........
How long Dr.,i asked her ........Its almost two months dear ....Two months .........
**********************************************************************************************
After coming out of the clinic of Dr. gracia ,i immediately went home and locked my self.........
I cant belive that i am pregnat.......An unexpected pregnancy.......When Dr gracia revealed my pregnancy ,i will not lie that the thought of Abortion dosent cross my mind .......Well will not think of this when you are trying so hard to over come your addiction and start a new life with the man you love but suddenly you get to know that you are expecting a child ,with some other man......
But when i hear the heartbeat of my child for the first time ,a different feeling banged my heart ,something i have never experienced before.......
And now i am sitting on my bed holding the picture of my ultrasond ..............Its already Eleven at night and i did got the courage to tell michele about it...........
I know he is too good for me and accept the baby ,even if it is not his......but i dont want to use him anymore .....
But first i need to talk to the real owner of this s baby.........
************************************************************************