SLUTRY DESIRES

MUCH NEEDED ADVICE

When you cant decided what to do ,just dont do anything ....'' I was sitting inmy balcony of my apartment and thinking about my trip with irina ..and the advice given by her ...for quite a few days i was in desmise about the baby thing incident ..its been a month about that and i dint saw that stranger ever since...when i talked about this with irina she just gave me one advice ..

  I was quitely sitting near pool waiting for irina to react after what i said but she was just daydreaming and not responding .....''IRI...IRII..irina..,i shouted to bring back her concious ...

ummm yesss,'' she said ....

for gods shake will you tell me what to do ,i am frustated already and you are making me more irritated with your silence..........

she looked at me and then replied.......'' look dear ,'if you cant decide anything then just dont do anything ,..and First thing always keep in mind ''' S.T.O.P. creating issue of every thing and every situstion and nust dont make every thing sounad a problem...We live only one one life f**k the shitty people around you and just do whats good for you and what please u and what gives you happiness....''

''If you want to stay happy first you have to lokk for your happiness ,and stop giving a s**t about what people around you think you as..because no body knows who you are better than you''

''' SO all in all my point of saying is if you ever met that stranger ever again and you have urge  to f**k him and if you him to be your baby daddy and if wants to be a baby daddy just go and have it girl....'''

''Look sere you are a smart girl ,you are gorgeous,you are a success women,a well buld career and never ending money to provide all needs '' so there is no point to fer..''if you want to be a mom just go girl''....There is no big deal about ....

SO MY PRINCESS I HOPE I CLEARED YOUR DOUGHTS ........''And just for fun is he handsome,and rich ,and sext and etccc.......then dont leave the chance to grab his seeds love...

STOPP ITT YOU i***t '' i shouted at her for her nasty comment but definately in a fun way ....''and she started laughing............

Thank you so much love ..Irina you are always my life saver girl ho w you do this.......

FLASHBACK ENDS

I was feeling better since my return and you will not belive i havent had s*x for last   twenty seven days since came back from the trip......and i was doinggood ......but point i f****d myself with vibrators....

And now i am cryastal clear what i have to do next .........i am just over my fear and doughts.......seriously one great advice from a great friend can do wonders ........