Always Mine from First Sit

Chapter 2 Jenny

I am so tired I can’t wait to get to the house that my dad left me after his

passing. I feel so guilty that I wasn’t there before he passed but once I start

to feel guilty I get so pissed off that my ex husband hid that from me. When

my dad’s lawyer called me to let me know what my dad left me when he

passed, and I started to have a panic attack right there before I was to do

my round at the rodeo I was at. It was them calling my name and my son

coming up to me and tapping my boot that got me to claim down to finally

ask them if I could go last because I was just informed that my dad past

and they agreed so I pulled my horse back off to the side and asked the

lawyer to say what he said again and when did my dad die because I didn’t

know anything about and that is when he informed me that my aunt called

and she talked to my husband and that was two weeks ago but when we

didn’t show up the following days they thought that I couldn’t let go still

what happen between my dad and me fourteen years ago.

Once I got off the phone with the lawyer and settled myself down I knew

what I had to do. My son Tyler was standing there holding my horse

Casper. They both look at me and know that I am about to let hell run down

on someone. I smile to myself in my head because I Casper knows me

really well. I raised him from a baby because his mother wouldn’t take him.

It was a miracle that he lived but we have that kind of bond that not very

many horses and owens have.

“ Tyler sweetheart I just found out that your grandpa passed away and your

dad knew this the whole time so I want you to go with your brother and

sister and get ready to leave because when I do this run I am heading your

way. So you know what to do. I have already prepared you for this situation.

I love you and just know that I love you and am sorry but you know I have

never hidden anything from you so you know what it means. Right.”

“ Ok, momma yes I do and l love you too, I will have it ready.” Then he

smiles that same evil one I know I have on my face, also before he turnsaround to go do what I have told him to do he says “ Don’t beat them too

badly and make sure you don’t throw the first punch and make sure

everyone sees him for who he truly is. I will take care of my siblings, don’t

worry momma.”And he runs off.

“ Alright Casper boy, it's time to show these people what we are made of

you with me?” He looks at me, gives me that look and I know he is. As I am

about to get back on him my Husband is coming toward me and I know his

pissed off even though he may not look like it there to everyone around us

but I know that look all to will he telling me I will in for a bad beating from

this time will he doesn’t know that I have finally have had enough of his shit

and he is about to get a taste of the real me that I have put down so deep

that I never thought I would have to bring her back. But that was the last

straw, don't tell me my dad wanted to see me before he died. So we could

put what was said and done to hurt the other behind us. It's time to show

this asshole the real Jenny. The only reason that I took the beatings was

cause of the kids and if he tried laying a hands on the kids then he wouldn’t

be alive but I just thought that I need to take it for how I treated everyone in

my family and friends back in my home time but I just realized that I have

been being a coward and taking. I won’t for another day from here on.

As He is about to me I get on Casper and he doesn’t like my husband at all.

As Casper is about to run him over I hear them calling me to do my run. So

I pull Casper to the gate and sit and wait for them to open the gate. The

thing that scares people about Casper is how claim he is at the gate. I have

a lot of people telling me I need to get rid of him but they don’t know that he

will never hurt me and he takes care of me out there and whenever I am on

his back. The gates and he blast out in the arena and before I know we are

back at the gate and I look up at our time. We just won and broke the

record that was doubled. I pat him and whisper to him “ We did it boy we

just showed that we are not to be messed with now let show this man not to

mess with me ethier now you need to let him get close and hit me and we

let him have you got.” he just snorts at me.I get to where my husband Kyle is standing waiting for me to get back. He

has a big smile on his face but underneath it all is a woman beater and a

narcissistic asshole. I get off of Casper and smile sweetly at him and bat

my eyelashes at him. “ Did you see what we just did? We won and broke

the record.” He gets closer and says “ I saw baby you two are at the top of

your game I am so proud of you two.” As he is getting closer he doesn’t

know that there is a group of friends and news people with cameras to talk

to me. He must be high and buzzed to not even notice. They get an ear

shot of all that he is about to say and do to me. I just need this one time to

be public and then I will file for divorce and give the court all the evidence

so I can get a quick divorce.

“ What the hell were you thinking you know you're not to beat Katie when

she is here racing against you. God, you are such a dumb b***h you can’t

listen to anything anyone tells you to do. That is why you get beat by me so

bad most of the time when you will ever learn. This time you won’t be

around to see the next time. You are a worthless piece of s**t not to even

be on the bottom of my boots.” Yes that is right he has cheated on me since

I had my first baby, and no Tyler isn’t his but he has always believed he

was and I never told him otherwise. “ I beat her because she needs to learn

that you can’t get everything you want out of life by spreading her legs to

every man willing. Furthermore why would you keep that my father wanted

to see me before he passed.” The look on his face says it all. “ I-I didn’t

think you needed to know. Besides, you need to stay focused so you can

go to the world barrel race at the end of this year.” Now Katie has come up

to him and grabbed his arm to get his attendance to show him there are

witnesses this time, but I just smirk at her and she gasps and she knows

what I am doing and is now shaking his arm but I am not about to let her

stop this from happening. It is time for the world to know the real Kyle West

and Katie Tate. “ Oh, so now I need to beat your slut at the world to have

the money to take care of your habits. You are nothing but a drunk and

drug addict. You can’t even ride bulls anymore because you are either too

high or drunk to even ride it, not because of your injury. You are so pathetic,

you are just washed up and have been so get over yourself because you

lay a hand on me again you are going to pay dearly for it because I amdone with you. I want a divorce and full custody of the kid and just so you

know Tyler was never your son to begin with, and if you try to fight me over

any of this I will be giving them every piece of evidence of what they have

done to me the past thirteen years.” He looks shocked good now for the

closing. “ What you didn’t think I would let you do that to me and not have it

document for myself for safe keep for a day like today will guess what I also

have everything when you cheated on me and with who and how long it

lasted with each woman and girl that wasn’t even of age for you to be with.”

That is when he had enough and hit me and then Casper who was hanging

back waiting came up and knocked him down and started to stomp on him

and he got him good a few times. Katie screams to have me stop him

before he kills him. I whistle and Casper stops. I walk up to him to claim

down and as I am claiming him down, Katie helps Kyle up. He is trying to

catch his breath. “ He is crazy now. I can get him put down and I can finally

have control over now because he won’t be there to protect you after

today.” I walk over to them and get in my boxing stands and give him a

rope-a-dope, and then I give my right hook and then the upper cut. He falls

to the ground unconscious. As I am about to walk away Katie grabs my arm

and slaps me and says “ You b***h are going to pay for everything you have

done here today and much more. You are such a worthless person to be

alive.” As she is finishing saying that she reaches up to slap me again but I

block her and right hook, and upper cut her too. She falls to the ground and

can't breath, with bleeding coming out of her nose and bottom lip is split. I

smirk at her. Walk back to Casper and get him and say to everyone and to

my ex-husband now that he has come around. “ The divorce paper and

custody papers will be on the table when you get home. We will not be

there and you won’t find us, so don’t even try.”

I walk over to Casper and look at the crowd. Some looked shocked, a

couple had smirk on their faces because they had an idea of what was

going on but the ones that did know started cheering for me. So I took that

as my cue to leave. So I kick Casper to go on and yell to someone to open

the gates to get out and they do and I whistle to him and we take off in a

dead run to the kids and trailer. I slow him down and get him unsaddled

and in the trailer ready to go I know I didn’t cool him off but there is no feedof water back there and where we are going isn’t that far so. I jump in the

truck and put in gear and get the hell out of there. Tyler looks a little worried

but by then that he is fine Patrick and Temperance are asleep in the back

seat.

I come back to the present time. Just happy that it take longer than a month

to get divorce and full custody of the kids. We are about to get to my dad’s

house and once we are settled I will go see the lawyer and start settling

everything so we can move on and live the rest of our lives here. I know the

kids are going to love it here. They will make lots of friends and now they

will have a better life without fearing what they will come home to or if i will

be hurt badly they have to help or what. I know I will do well here too

because I have a better support system here than when I live close to

Kyle’s family, and maybe I can find someone that will take care of me better

than the past two men that didn’t. One was a cheater, woman beater, drug

addict, a drunk, and a thief. The other man was also a drug addict and

cheater but he never laid a hand on me. I just walked away from him and

never looked back and he doesn’t know that when I left all those years ago

I didn’t leave alone I was pregnant with Tyler. Yes I know what you all are

thinking why the hell wouldn’t tell him will, I can’t tell everything at the

beginning there would be nothing in between our story to make it good and

keep you coming back for more.

Tempy my daughter decides that she needs to go potty now and can’t wait

so I radio my friend who is driving the truck and trailer with my other

horses, and tell we are pulling over at this gas station so little miss can't go

to the bathroom, he just chucks and says “ Alright am right behind you no

matter what.” I pull into the station and around back where there are big

rigs and other big vehicles. I step out of the truck and open the door of the

truck for my daughter just as both of my boys come around the truck I hear

a motorcycle come up beside me and park next to us. I don’t even pay

them attention and finish getting my daughter out. I hear the voice I never

thought I would ever hear again and it asks “ Why the hell wouldn’t you tell

me where you were pregnant with my son.” I turned around and threw it

right back at him. “ Just like you didn’t tell me you were on drugs andcheated on me with Missy, and you got her pregnant before me. I don’t see

how it is any of your concern because I never asked you for I dime and I

never will. I can take care of my family with or without man.” I turn and start

walking. Pete, my friend and right hand man, steps around the truck and

tells Justin “ I wouldn't do that if I were you.” as he grabbed my arm and

jerked me around and I came swinging. I hit him with my left connecting to

his face and once he lets go cause he is surprised then I hit him with my

right hook and my upper cut. Justin lands on his back with a thud. Pete and

the boys and my daughter just laugh and say “ Pete told you not to do that.

My mommy doesn’t like to be touched by men since my daddy would beat

her.”

Fuck, f**k, Fuck

I kneel down and tell her “ Baby girl we don’t need to go around telling

everyone that. Ok go with your brothers and Pete inside I will be there

shortly ok.” She shakes her head yes. Tyler stops by me and turns around

and tells Justin who by now has gotten up and is rubbing his jaw and

staring at us. “ You may be my sperm donor but you are not my dad. I

thought I had one but he turned into a piece of s**t not good enough to

even be on the bottom of my boots. So you can leave us alone. I have my

mom and siblings, they are all I need.” he walks away holding his sister's

hand turning into the best young man I know.

“ God dammit Jenny you still have the fastest hands I know, but damn I

didn’t deserve that at all. I just wanted to talk to you. I saw what happened

at your barrel race. I was pretty pissed when I saw my son. I have been

fielding questions from all my family and friends, and I don't know what to

tell them. But seeing you again, looking so goddamn good and you coming

with that temper and attitude has me turned on like old times. The spark is

still there between us. Now what is this Kyle laying hands on you for years

because if this is so then I will be teaching him a lesson for touching what is

mine and taking away what was mine.”I can’t believe this dumb ass he thinks that nothing has changed but

everything has changed. “ I walked away from you Kyle didn’t have

anything do with me leaving I picked him cause I wanted away from you

and your slut, so I wouldn’t have to hear how happy you were together and

how good in bed you were but I remember you better in bed then good but I

don’t think she knew the dom side of you because you were to high to

show her that side. Will I am done walking down memory lane good by

Justin. I hope your life goes the way you want it to from here on out.” I start

walking away again and he grabs me again and I come swinging but he

blocks it and pushes me up against the cab of my truck. Blocking me in

with his body and I can feel him how hard and ready to play down there

with his extra leg. As I am trying to get away from he hit his hand right by

my head and I flinch. He tucks the hair that was in my face behind my ear

and slowly he finger traces my jaw to my chin and lefts my chin up so I can

look him in the eye and he holds my chin between his thumb and forefinger

so I don’t move my face. As he stares in my eyes my p***y gets wetter

than ever with one but him, and I breath out his name “ Justin please” and

he says “ Please what ? Baby.”