Always Mine from First Sit

Chapter 3 Justin

I can’t believe what I am watching. Does he not realize that he is being

filmed? As I am watching I see it on her face and know that she is the one

sitting it up like that and making sure he doesn’t realize that a group is

gathering reports with cameras.

But that is not what is pissing me off. He has been hitting her and she has

been letting him, why the hell would she do that she knows how to defend

herself her dad made sure of that, but then again her dad and her did have

a falling out before she left but he tried to get her to come back but Kyle

would let him talk to her. I still don’t understand why. I can’t wait for this

anymore as I am about to turn off the tv. I see it her use her boxing moves

on him and he falls to the ground and that woman got in her face and

Jenny does what she always use to do and gave the upper cut and then

she was on the ground and saying s**t to Jenny, but Jenny doesnt’ give a

fuck and rides away on her horse. That is where I turn it off.

Went on about my day when I got a call from my mom asking me, “ Did you

watch the tv and that oldest boy of Jenny’s looks a lot like you when you

were younger and the other two look like her.” I am not getting what she is

talking about. “ What are you talking about? Mom. Jenny got pregnant after

she left, not before.” “ Will then maybe you need to take a look at this boy?

They have their picture. I am sending it to you now, then you will know what

I am talking about.” I hear my phone buzz in my ear, and I bring it down and

look at the media message from my mom, and there it is a picture of Jenny

and her children. As I am looking at Jenny’s oldest son Tyler is what is said

under the picture and I can’t believe he looks so much like me it’s not funny.

I can’t believe she kept this from me. I can hear my mom on the phone

calling me and that seems to snap me out of my thoughts. “ Mom I saw the

picture and you are right but I don’t know what is going on but I will get tothe bottom of this.” I tell her I got to go and have to go. I take one more look

at the picture of my son and my girl and feel my blood start to boil over. I

look up and know I can’t take my anger out here so I walk out to my gym

that I have outside and start punching the punching bag.

Once I finally got too tired and my arms hurt to even lyft up to punch the

bag at all. I feel clammy but I have these questions going on in my head

that I need answers for. Besides trying to get a hold of Jenny to talk to her

there is only one other person I know of that would know the answer to

some of my questions. So I walk back to the house and pick up my phone

and call my best friend’s wife. She would know pretty much everything that

is going on with Jenny because they have kept in contact all these years. I

know cause after everything went down I was at their house before their

wedding and I saw a letter from Jenny and I asked about, and Misti told me

about how Jenny has been sending her letters and I asked have you wrote

back to her and she told me yes but she doesn’t want me to then she would

stop but I told her to keep in contact with her and to tell if there is really

anything I need to know about her. I left it at that and never really thought

much about it but that does explain why Misti acted so weird shortly after

that all went down, but I still didn’t think anything of it. I had my own

problems back then. I just had my son and am trying to take care of both

him and his mom.

I find her number and call her to pick up on the second ring. “ Hello

stranger, How are you doing Justin? And everything alright with Chase?” I

just shake my head and go on to say, “ Hello to you too, no Chase is good

being a typical teenager. I don’t know how I am right now but hopefully I will

know after I get done talking to you. There are some questions I need you

to answer and I am hoping that you won’t hold back cause I haven’t asked

about her in all this year, but I need to know now. Did you know that Jenny

was pregnant before or after she left? If so, did you know it was my son

that she was pregnant and gave birth too? And why didn’t she tell me? Or

why didn’t you tell me once you found out? I think that was something I

should of been told don’t you and why in the f*****g hell did she pass him

off as kyles son? Also don’t give me no bullshit line that she made youpromise not to tell me or anyone.” Once I silent I hear and shh on the other

end of the line. She is moving something or moving to somewhere she can

talk to me. “ First off, may I know how you find out?” “ I found out through

my mom because the news put a photo of kids and Jenny on the paper,

and there standing next to her is a mini of me. Now answer my questions

please. I really want to know what the hell is going on before I go crazy and

go there and start to do things that you don’t want me to do.” “ Ok, yes I

knew that she was pregnant before she left she found out after she broke

up with for cheating on her but knew she need to tell you so that night she

walked in that party of graduation she was going to let you know but

Chase’s mom stopped her told her a bunch of s**t of how she finally won

you and Jenny could just go to hell for she cared. So Jenny looked her in

the eye and told her good luck and walked about the party and met up with

Kyle outside and they went off. I didn’t hear from her until she was married

to him and about to give birth to Tyler, but she told me not to tell you after I

told her how much s**t that you had been going through with Chase’s mom

and how he really isn’t your son and that. She said that she didn’t want you

to come after them when she is trying to get over and be happy. She never

corrected Kyle when he found out because she wasn’t that far along. So

she let it be. She was just trying to make a good life for Tyler and then Kyle

started hitting her and cheating on any chance he could get. I know you

saw the news. She didn’t fight back because she thought she deserved it

after what happened to her with you, and her dad. Also Kyle got in to her

head telling her she is no good and stuff along those lines and all the

cheating too didn't help” My feeling are all over the place because I want to

cry, go beat the living hell out Kyle, or just fall about right here cause of all

of what I have heard and what Jenny went through. I finally pull myself

together and I pick up my pride and manhood off the floor. “ Thanks for

telling me I gotta go, you gave me a lot to think about. I will call or come by

soon ok bye.” I hang up before she can say anything else.

{A Month and half later}

I am waiting to get the call that she is pulling through town so I can follow

her to her dad’s house and talk to her and settle this once and for all. I havebeen so antsy the past few days knowing that she was on her way here

and I was finally going to meet my son for the first time and see my girl. Yes

I know that I am putting the cart before the horse but you see that woman

has been mine so long that she needed a reminder of who she has

belonged to. Once she gets that back in her head we can move on to

everything else.

I get the call that they are just hitting town and look to be pulling over at the

gas station. I run and hop on my bike and rave up the engine, put in gear

and take off as fast as I can without causing a wreck. I get to the cross road

where the station to is at I see that there are two trucks and horse trailers

pull up behind back where the big rig parting is so I go around back see her

get out of the truck and she looks so f*****g good, it takes my breath away.

I start to pull up as she gets her daughter out the back seat, and her boys

come around from the other side. So here goes nothing. I pull up and park

my bike right there beside her truck and take a look at my son who is

looking at me too but giving the evil eye like he knows who I am. I get off

my bike, look at Jenny’s backside and groan inward. All of her is what any

man would dream about.

So I walk behind her and say “ Why in the hell wouldn’t you tell that you

were pregnant with my son?” Still holding on to her daughter's hand she

whips around on me and gives me the attitude and sass that I always love

and goes straight to my d**k and I have to tell him, he has to wait for now

but I know because I want the same thing he does.

“Just like you didn’t tell me that you were on drugs and cheating on me with

Missy and you got her pregnant before me. I don’t see how that is any of

your concern because I never asked for a dime and I never will. I can take

care of my family with or without a man.”

She turns her back to me and starts to walk away and I get mad and my

blood is boiling from what she said and because of her attitude. So I reach

for her and grab her. I hear “ I wouldn’t do that if I were you.” That distracts

me. I snap my head to the guy that just rounds the truck and is standingwith my son and his brother. Then I feel it and It hurts and knocks me back.

I turn just in time to see Jennys fight hook connecting with my face. Which

in turn it has me letting her go and going down on my back but not knocked

out like she did her ex. I am groaning cause that my have not knocked me

out but sure f*****g hurt like hell and as I am pulling myself up I hear.

“ Pete told you not to do that. My mommy doesn’t like to be touched by

men since my daddy beat her.” Hearing that really pisses me off. That any

man will, he isn’t a man if he lays hand on her besides for pleasure only,

and definitely not to hit the mother of your kid in front of them.

Jenny turns and keels down to her daughter's height and tells her. “ Baby

girl, we don’t go around telling everyone that. Ok go with your brothers and

Pete inside and I will be there shortly ok” I see the little girl shake her head

yes and my son, his brother and that guy Pete walk between us. My son is

standing by his mother and turns around, looks me right in the eye and tells

me. “ You may be my sperm donor but that doesn’t make you my dad. I

thought I had one but he turned in a piece of s**t not good enough to be on

the bottom of my boots. So you can leave us alone. I have my mom and

siblings, they are all I need.” Taking her sister's hand leads her away. Now I

know for sure he is mine. He sure is turning into a great young man.

I start chucking and say. “God dammit Jenny you still have the fastest

hands I know, but damn I didn’t deserve that at all. I just wanted to talk to

you. I saw what happened at your barrel race. I was pretty pissed when I

saw my son. I have been fielding questions from all my family and friends,

and I don't know what to tell them. But seeing you again, looking so

goddamn good and you coming with that temper and attitude has me

turned on like old times. The spark is still there between us. Now what is

this Kyle laying hands on you for years because if this is so then I will be

teaching him a lesson for touching what is mine and taking away what was

mine.”

She Looks at me like I have lost my mind, and I have what I have always

dreamed about right in front of me. Not only with one of my kids but twobonus kids that I am going to love and take care of and protect with

everything in me til the day I die. I am pulled out of my thoughts by what

she says next to me. “ I walked away from you Kyle didn’t have anything do

with me leaving I picked him cause I wanted away from you and your slut,

so I wouldn’t have to hear how happy you were together and how good in

bed you were but I remember you better in bed then good but I don’t think

she knew the dom side of you because you were to high to show her that

side. Will I am done walking down memory lane good by Justin. I hope your

life goes the way you want it to from here on out.”

God damn why does this woman have to test me, with that smart mouth

that I want full with my d**k right now and bring her to her orgasm but not

letting her have it would be the first part of her punishment for all her

attitude and sass she is giving me. No, I wouldn't punish her for the

punches she gave me earlier because that is on me. I am the one that

taught her to do those moves if a man ever does that to her.

As she tries to walk away from me again. I caught her arm and this time I

was ready. I block her upper cut and push up against the cab of her truck,

making sure she doesn’t get hurt. I have both of my hands on either side of

her head and my body pushed up flush against hers, but she still tries to

get out of my hold and get away from me but that isn’t going to happen. I hit

my hand on the truck right by her head and that seems to get her attention.

I know by now that she can feel my d**k is hard as steel for her and ready

to feel her wet and aching p***y, but I am getting pissed because her head

is down. So I take my hand and move the hair out of her face and move it

to behind her ear. Then I move my finger along her jaw to her chin where I

move her chin up so she can look me in the eye and know that I she is

mine and I am not going anywhere she can push me away as much as she

wants but that isn’t going to stop me from having what I want and need.

Being here right now at this moment I can finally breathe again. I want to

kiss her, taste her mouth to see if it still tastes like it did back then. She still

smells the same as a tropical paradise and vanilla. I have always loved her

smell. As I am trying to convey my feeling by looking into her eyes. I hear

the sweetest words on earth and they sound so breathy and soft. “ Justinplease.” My name sounds like heaven coming off of her tongue. I should let

her go but the dominant side of me says we need to punish her for her

attitude and sass so throw at me so I play along. “ Please what? Baby.” But

as I say it the spark go out of her eyes and then the pain in my ball is

fucking hell fire. I fall to the ground holding my d**k and balls groaning in

pain from her kneeing me. This woman sure likes to give me hell for no

reason.

Jenny kneels down looks me in the eye and says, “ Now you will stay away

from kids and me. I don’t want anything to do with you at all you are nothing

to me anymore. I have moved on from you and keep moving forward

without you cause you don’t even realize how much you hurt me by what

you did in the past. So that is why I knee you in the balls cause you need to

feel how much pain and hurt you put me through. Now again goodbye

Justin, have a good life.”

Jenny walks in the station with her kids and leaves me lying on the ground

holding my f*****g balls that still hurt like hell fire but is starting to let up

some and I hear laughter behind me. As I get up slowly still holding myself I

get a slap on the back hard pushing a little forward. I whip my hand to the

person at my side. “ Damn Justin, that woman still knows how to handle

your balls don’t she? I would of come help you but you looked to be

handing things on your own just fine on your own.” Once my best friend

Dwayne says that I look at the station and try to see if I can hear her. I

know she won’t come out with me still here but I want to see her and be in

her presence no matter what. I shake my head and turn to Dwayne. “

Thank for nothing, but I don’t know what I did to deserive to be kneed in the

balls with a f*****g hard d**k too. That f*****g hurt like hell fire still kind o

does but I take what ever she give me right now until I wear her down and

get all her pint up anger out and we can move on with are lives.” He just

smiles at me and I just smirk at him. Then out of the corner of my eye I see

movement.

It's Jenny and the kids along with the guy Pete. Can’t believe she is actually

walking back outside with me still being out here. As they make their wayback this way our way. That Pete guy goes to the truck he was driving and

the kids and Jenny are getting back in the truck right by us, as Jenny gets

her daughter in the truck and buckled. She closes the door and turns to us

but looks past me like I am not even here. “ Hey Dwayne, It's good to see

you again tell Misti that I will be by soon once I get everything settled with

my dad’s estate. She is seven months along now with your twins this time.

That is amazing. I am happy for you two at least two out of the group that

deserves to be together and happy it's you two. Sorry I can’t talk anymore,

my kids are tired and hungry you know how it goes.” “You're all good Jen. I

know what you mean, and I will tell her when I go home later. See you soon

and don’t be a stranger ok, you know you are always welcome at our

home.” “ I know bye and give Misti a big hug and kiss for me, and on my

nieces or nephews or one of each.” She jumps in her truck and drives

away.

I am just flabbergasted that she just talked to him and acted like I wasn’t

even here. I turned to my friend. “ Did you see what she just did? She acted

like I wasn’t even here standing with you, and why in the hell is she acting

like you have spent time together over the years. Because Misti said that

she hadn't really heard from her in the six months before all that s**t went

down a month and half ago.” My friend looks nervous and looks around to

find someone to help or something to run off and do. “ Look man I know

that you are mad but we may have traveled to see her at some of her

events and spent time with when she knew that Kyle wasn’t going to be

there, and we all hung out and toured around and stuff.” I just look at him

the most scary look I have and he is shaking in his boots right now. I think I

got my point across and walked to my bike and got on, started it up and

burned out the parking lot and to my parents house to get my son. I

decided to take the long way to give myself more time to cool off before I

get my son so that nobody sees me like this or is on the wrong end of my

wrath.

I can’t believe my friend and his wife lied to me about their vacations that

they didn’t want my son or me to go with them because they were going to

see her and her kids and spend time and get to know them. Why are theyhiding things from them? There is something Jenny and best friend and his

wife aren't telling that happened all those years ago, and I am going to get

to the bottom of it. If it is the last thing I do. Jenny andI can move once all

the bad blood is out in the open, and I can start building a relationship with

my son and his sibling too.