The text of a life time

Hey Lulu I'll text you tonight okay. Okay Matthew what time. Well Lulu let's say around 5. Okay well I guess talk to you then. 2 hours later she still waiting she's wondering why he hasn't texted her. Then when you texted him saying hey Matthew what's up I know it's like past 5 what's going on. That last text message she sent him wondering why he hasn't texted her still. 4 hours later still looking down at their phone wondering why it hasn't popped up she didn't realize her surroundings and something happened. The next day the morning Matthew wonder why Lulu hasn't showed up to class. Matthew sees Lulu's brother Ray and he walks up to him. Hey Ray what's up why isn't your sister been in class I haven't seen her since the morning. Oh hey Matthew yeah well something happened to my sister last night. What are you talking about Ray what happened. Well you know Matthew how you and Lulu were supposed to talk last night. Yeah I got really busy last night so I couldn't really text her is she okay. No she's not okay she was trying to get ahold of you and wasn't paying attention around her and she got hit by a car and now she's dead because of you. What do you mean she's she got hit by a car but but how. Like I said Matthew she was trying to get ahold of you and you never answered her she waited and waited but never got a reply. So the last text message she sent she wasn't paying attention she was so hurt and crying that she got hit by a car and died right then and there. Come on Ray don't lie to him tell him the truth and what happened. Oh hey Ross what are you doing. Well Ray I just wanted to see what was going on I noticed something wasn't right when you guys were talking so I just wanted to see what's up. But Ray you should really tell him what really happened. Okay Matthew she was really trying to get ahold of you but like I said you never texted her back and she waited and waited but she did get hit by a car but she's in the hospital but she's in a coma. A coma how long is she going to be in a coma for. Well Matthew we don't really know for sure she hit her head pretty hard but here's her phone this is what she wanted to tell you. Then Ray and Ross walk away leaving Matthew all alone reading what she had wrote to him. Dear Matthew I wish I could really tell you what's happened I don't understand why you haven't texted me you told me that you were going to talk but I wonder what would happen if we did talk and it wouldn't know what to talk about. I understand that you won't take me back or you won't believe me alone what happened I understand that we can never be something we were. But I want you to know I love you with all my heart and always will care for you I will worry so much because of what my true feelings are. It hurts and tears my heart apart knowing I can never ever have you again and it hurts that I having to move on without you in my life. How really miss host Memories We had laughing playing together fighting during class you calling me a chicken noodle soup you kissing me telling me I'm beautiful making us future plans. It hurts knowing that those future plans can never be me never being able to hear you call me your chicken noodle never ever find those soft lips against mine never being able to remember what you smell like when you hugged me so this is my final goodbye I love you again bye. After Matthew had red Lulu's final goodbye his heart just melted to the ground not understanding why he had to let her go wishing he never had wishing he would have kept her by her by his side forever. After he had been sad realizing what he had lost he found what hospital she was in and he ran as fast as he could to go to her. He sees her lying with her eyes shut breathing with the machine and his eyes just was so sad. His heart just shattered by the looks of cuts and bruises on her he wanted to give up on everything he hated on what he did. He sat right next to the bed grabbed her hand and kissed it saying I'm so sorry for what I did I wish I could go back and believe you I love you too Lulu.