He put his hand on her cheek and rubbed it feeling the coldness he grabbed some blankets to cover her to make her warm to let her know he was there. Every day he went in to see her talk to her to let her know she was not alone. He kept writing that message that stupid message he would have just sent her he wanted to let her know what he felt. His heart just got breaking every day wondering if she would ever wake up if she would remember who he is. Everyday still for a month she has not woken up so he brushed her hair washed her face and her hands in her arms. and her hands in her arms. One day he came in still wasn't waking sat next to her held her hand and then finally got the courage to tell her what he felt. Lulu please wake up I need you it's hard knowing not being able to tell you how I feel I love you you're my whole world. You are my chicken noodle soup it's hard not being able to see your beautiful eyes staring at me please wake up I need you please wake up. He cried not knowing what will happen if she never woke up. He got up kissed her on her forehead cute down wishing he could crawl in and wake her up from the inside but you knew he couldn't do anything. Another month went by he never came back he was scared he was afraid of her never waking up and being like that forever. He went back to school everyone staring at him sorry just crashing to the ground being stomped on people blaming him and people hating her. He was tired of people judging her and judging him he just wanted to get out if I like he was prison he felt alone like there was nothing for him anymore. A day went by and Ray saw how heartbroken Matthew looked so he walk to him. Hey Matthew what's up. Oh hey Ray nothing just same old same old. Hey Matthew why haven't you seen Lulu for a month you know you should come see her again I think she might be missing you. Why would I Ray there's nothing there for me anymore she's never going to wake up. Come on Matthew you don't know that she could wake up right now if you were just right next to her you know talking to her am I actually wake her up how about this I will drive you over there after school today. I don't know Ray what if she doesn't wake up when she never ever wakes up I hate myself knowing she might not wake up because of me. Oh you don't know that Matthew come on just come with me and you'll be okay everything will be good. 4 hours went by and Matthew thought about going with Ray to go see Lulu and he went. He talked to her about the weather on what year was what month I was he let her know that that he would never ever leave her alone again. Couple days went by you still went telling her everything that happened and what teachers are doing class are having a lot more fun now. After he told her a funny story about who what had happened to him when he was going down the stairs he tripped and he felt a little movement from her his heart jumped for Joy hoping that she was waking up now.