will you marry me ?

chapter 2

He came .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . .. . . . .. . . .. . . .. . . .. . . .. . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . .

That day he gathered courage . I was proud to know that I had loved a man who was naughty ... but on the other side the whole world hated me . .. as cursed ... . As her favorite ...

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When he was constantly pelted with barbs and accusations , he was under the impression that " it doesn't matter , it will take time and we will hang him ". I cried silently ..

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We should know by experiencing how deeply the distance of our loved ones and silence can hurt us ...it was unpleasant ...when the family distanced me due to anger , I was comforted by thinking that he was there ...

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but after all this , he started staying away ... even after understanding everything , I followed him . My self-esteem watched helplessly ... My life itself had no meaning ... laughing and crying all became meaningless dances ..

Everything was like lying down and spitting ..

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I know that my deeds will fall on me like spit and my own deeds will become mud on the face of my sou l... I know everything .. yet I keep spitting .. I don't care if tomorrow is the same spit on my face ..

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I didn't tell him any of my sorrows or grievances ... all my sorrows and joys revolved around him . I didn't ask . I honestly looked at what he was giving and doing for me ... He didn't do anything .. He didn't give anything. ... I could not force ... I have nothing to be proud of .. nothing .. ...

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I was happy when he said that my heart is my will . I knew that would be the best quality a woman can be born with . " You are living with her character no beauty " But no one was brought to life just because of good mind . When the third for mind and character ... . . . . . .. .. . . .. . .. . . .. . .. . . .. . .. . .. . .. . . . .. .. . .. .. . .. .. .. . .. . .. .