chapter 3
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Mind and character only ever have a third place . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . ..
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I realised that he had no intention of wanting me . I uprooted my dreams and planted them in the desert . He is not mine ! .
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Even though I understood everything quietly , I did not act sad . My pride didn't allow me to sit down and buy his sympathy by crying and holding my feet . . . . . . . I kept my sorrows together saying that it is better to live for others . . . . .
Even though I said stinging words as if I knew my heart, even when I indicated that I was going , he didn't get a big shake..I realised that my way was different . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
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" Don't wish for much, if you don't get what you want , you will have to suffer more .. Whatever the fate is , get it ..Pray for that fate to be good . . . . . . . . . . "
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My family also realised that he was withdrawing ..they deliberately found someone else for me..with a dead mind I agreed to everything . . . . . when my uncle asked me if I liked boy in front of him , I bowed my head .
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" I don't have any interests anymore ...I don't have any tastes ,,, I will live no matter who it is ,, how will life go .!! "
That's the only thing I can do for my loved ones . . . . . If anyone can be of any use because of this little creature that I am . . . . . .so be it . ''
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Can I forget him ? . . . . . .
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Though I was afraid that how could I accept someone else , I accepted the laziness that " it will all pass in time " . . . . I sincerely prayed to God that I should not forget him .. I also prayed that the person who was going to marry would show me a little more love .. Maybe if I am happy with it , . . . . . .
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I can quickly forget my lost love .. despise .. and finally hate him . . . . . . .
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I called him to tell him that the wedding was okay..there was a long silence . I saw that it was an accident . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ..
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