Am Not Your Type....

Bossy Bf

Sanu always understood me , even if I say nothing. She's like a mini copy of me, " You guys also went through so much pain because of me, I could never erase that pain"

" Yeah, that's true... but what about you? If I have to rate ur pain out of 10, it would 20 . U were so attached to everyone in family, the best baby in our group... even my mom loved u the most, u were the most pampered one, so I can guess, how much pain u got compared to us..."

This child... what could I do with this sweetheart

" You are talking like an old lady... for ur small mouth, these talks r too big. "

" Chechi, can I sleep with you" , how could someone say no to this cute face with tears..

" Is it that even a question?? " , I raised my eyebrows play fully and she ran to my bed and tried to do a somersault...

" Now I look like a little girl, Don't I ?"

" Of course my naughty girl... gimme a minute, I will shower and come"

Coming out from bathroom in my silk shorts and tee, Sanu whistled at me and started to smile..

" Ohh God, Don't tease me" , I started to tickle her and her laughter filled our room

" No...haha... Lea.. leave me... hehe.." , after sometime we fell on my bed. And decided to take a nap.

" Chechi, R u really happy in this life of ours?" , her question caught me off guard.

" Why did u ask that? And am not completely Happy" , I replied without any hesitation

" Feeling is mutual.. I feel like we should go back and have everything that belongs to us... Those people don't have any right on our family's hardworks, they can't use that just like it all belong to them" , Her voice was dripping with anger which she tries to hide..

None of us could ever forgive or forget them..

" We will take our revenge baby, it is already time for that. They can't have our things for ever. Now u sleep" .

After that we didn't say anything, we were in our own memories of our families... she was right, I was the most pampered one, everyone made me their focal point of caring...

I still remember one day I called my mom from hostel and said that my ankles got a swelling without any pain and I will come home in two days.

But the next morning itself my cousins came there super worried and took me home cutting my class.

I got swelling just cause of lack of rest to my legs, nothing serious. But my mom cut her little finger loosing her mind in my thoughts and got 6 stitches, my dad nearly got in an accident, also my brother booked a ticket to come home , he couldn't sit there without seeing me.

I used to think what kind of good work I did in my past life to get such a loving family...

Now thinking about everything, I think that I did something so wrong in my past life that's why they all had to die for me...

I couldn't sleep thinking about those as Sanu already was fast asleep. Just then my phone beeped, a message from unknown number

" Hope u r fine."

I didn't give any reply as I didn't know whom that was.. just then another message came

" it's ur bossy bf"

bossy bf... nice name ... I saved Jake's number as bossy bf itself

" Am fine. let's discuss something important tomorrow" , I gave him a quick text

" Sure my GF and one thing..."

" what?"

" You were forcing ur nails into ur hands as u tried to keep a straight face while talking to him"

At first I was confused by his message, then I Remembered asking him how did he came to know that I was lying to Mr.Ram that time..

" Ohhh... I will try to keep that in mind next time"

After that , there was no more messages, but somehow his messages made me feel at ease...

What is this feeling... Am new to this