This Too Shall Pass
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I ran as fast as I can.. finally saw a beautiful church, it instantly calmed me.
I went inside with tear streaked face, smudged make-up, disheveled hair, my foot was sore and had small cuts...
I walked inside further towards altar, collapsing to the ground on my knees, I felt my every energy loose from me, the pain inside and outside was making it hard for me to even breathe...
Church is a place which could make me realize myself, whatever changes, I can't stop myself putting my faith in God.
" Why r u so cruel???? I always loved you, my family always depends on you, still you made me an orphan, u made me witness my family getting chopped into pieces in front of my eyes.... you could have killed me too but you made me live, Why????? I wish to choose death over my life... Just take it .... I don't want to live... I don't want to.... Why God ? why??"
I could hear my screams, cries I poured in this church... Those questions I asked to my God is keep coming to mind , but I didn't get any answers...
That day, after crying so much , I slightly fainted and when I open my eyes, I saw an old priest, the only thing he said to me was, " We humans can't ask God ' Why', we are not much worthy to question him, he got his own plans. His plans are only for the best for everyone... so be patient my dear, THIS TOO SHALL PASS... once the time comes, you will get your answers"
His words made me strengthen , there must be a plan , I think the time also came NOW...
I should pay back for everything happened to me... Now or never...
Getting up from the floor I decided to take my revenge. I should avenge for my family.
But I need to hold some power... but what will I do for that?? Going against the second Richest person won't be easy... Yes, I should use the first richest in my way... I need Jake , he already made it so easy for me by announcing me as his GF.
Deciding how to do everything in my mind, I went home by walking... My feet were bleeding, but I no longer cared about such silly matters... I got important plans to taken care of... I will take back everything...
" Damn... why the hell r u looking like this?????" , Just as I ringed the doorbell, Didi opened the door with a teasing smile but soon it vanished as she saw my condition...
What surprised me was that everyone was wide awake and seemed like waiting for me. Everyone's expression changed dramatically as they saw my terrific look.
" Don't worry, Am fine", I calmly informed them and took a seat , coz I know that I should give some explanation to these people.
" What is all these?? You went from here looking like a princess and now returning in a look of someone tried to kill you... and Don't Say That You Are Fine" , Didi was really furious and verge of tears.
" Chechiiiii.... did he hurt you?" , Sanu asked while hugging me.
" Should I get a knife and stab him? " , Ivan was getting ready to take some knife... Realizing that the better I explain, the better the situation would be.
" Calm down everyone, let's sit and talk" , everyone obeyed me and sat in our main hall.
" Why didn't you say that you were dating that guy... we had to hear that from news" , Ann pouted at me
" Let me tell you everything, First of all, we are not dating, he announced it like that then and there, I don't know anything about it, later he said that I should fake that act of loving couples so that he could inherit everything from Mr. Sebastian soon... later I agreed on it.." before I could tell something, Ivan said,
" What the..... how dare he?? And why on Earth you agreed to cheat someone?? this is so not you, chechi"
" I have my own reasons to do that... which I can't explain now... so it's the end of discussion and not a word about this should be said to anyone else... am I clear??" , I raised my voice so that they won't discuss it any further.
Slowly everyone left in murmurs, I know that now they r somewhat angry on my decision.. but there is no way I could say that I was threatened by him , he threatened me with you guys... No , I can't inform them that, they will get more hurt
As I was getting inside my room, Sanu back hugged me and feebly said,
" How much you could go through the pain for us... I know why you agreed with that man... it's for us, isn't it?", her tears soaked my back...
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