I wanted to punch something, rip something apart with my bare hands, I needed to cause something pain, that something was Xavier. More than that, I hated that we were sitting around, waiting for some sort of miracle to come our way. I hated the fact that I promised Ivan, not to do anything reckless because right now, I wanted to cast reasoning aside and go get our friend, our family back. I hated that I understood what jade did, but resented that it was not me that did it first. She should have at least asked me for help. I knew she rolled with big names, but so did I. I hated everything that was happening to me. I wanted to leave, to run and cause some chaos, but I couldn’t, that would be selfish of me. This was what love did to a person, made them irrational and selfish. Love was also ne
