Playing around with Ivan provided the temporary distraction I needed from the impending doom I kept on feeling. First, it was Jade hiding something from us, and then Ivan suddenly hacking into Xavier's accounts. Was I the only one sitting around waiting for things to take a turn for the worst? I most certainly felt very useless at this point. But what was I to do in times like this where my partner was always close to the edge of falling apart. Something deep in me wanted to be one who saved us from the mad man. Another part of me wanted to be there for Ivan in all the possible ways I could. I wanted to be his rock of ages, I wanted to be his guardian angel, I wanted to be his everything, all these wants only made me irrational. Why hadn’t I made a step towards finding Xavier and finishing
