Enshrined love

Chapter 5

Nate's POV

Again she is seating at the far end of the history class out of my reach with that Henderson i***t. Laughing and talking so casually as if they've known each other long which I know can't be true because she is new. It's a pity I don’t even know her name but the fantasies my mind has relayed for me about her bring pure and utter torture to my hanging man down there. I keep stealing glances at her hoping she will look at me at least just notice me. But to my dismay not even once does she look my way that i***t has her full attention. I'm not really worried per say about Henderson but I'm a bit jealous. I want to hold her attention, I want her to smile at me like she does for him. I want her to orbit around me I truly just want to be her centre. f**k! f**k! f**k! f**k!!! I hiss in my mind. Where the hell is Hunter at least he will understand my pain not these two assholes who are having a filled day at my misery. I shrug Praying to God I make it through with my balls and d**k intact. I'm sure my balls are purple and ready to bust. The funny thing is she is not even doing anything to make me react this way. She is not showing any skin apart from her face, sure her shirt is skin tight but I don’t see the outline of her n*****s, trust me I looked. Quite the opposite really, she looks very innocent which somehow is turning me on. Her lips are full that I noticed making me drool as I imagine my self sinking in between then as she takes me full in her mouth all the way to the walls of her throat. While her hand plays and tease my balls. f**k as soon as those thought plain in my mind my d**k instantly twitched. I’m seating here wondering why the hell does my mind torture me so much, I'm so hard I need to go help myself in the bathroom. I can't take it no more. Leaning in I whisper to Alex that I'm going to the bathroom ignoring his teasing laugh. I stand up taking one last look at my girl who now seems to be falling asleep. That makes me chuckle a bit. At least I’m the only one who finds history utterly boring. I move towards the teacher in front and tell him I need to use the rest room, he excuses me and I bolt to the bathroom. I walk to the far end stall locking the door behind me, pulling my zip down I fish out my hard c**k. One hand on the wall standing above the toilet I begin to work. Moving my hand up and down my length. I close my eyes tuning to the imaginary images of her naked body. I begin to grunt I know I'm close so I continue to pump going faster I imagine it’s her mouth taking me. With the last two pumps my seed spill all over my hand and the toilet. "f**k that was great" I say low to myself. I can't wait for the real thing. I tidy myself, wipe the seat then go out the stall likely nobody was there. I wash my hands then I'm off back to class. Somehow this all feels too familiar to me. As I make my way to class I’m blind sided by a memory from 3 years back that shoots to the front of mind paralysing me on that spot.

Flashback:

I've been in my room for a couple of minutes taking a shower me and my dad enjoy playing tennis especially of a sunny day like this. Wining against my dad is always rewarding as he's such a sore loser and I'm guaranteed he will mop and moan to my mother about it which brings smile to my face. I quickly get dressed and make my way downstairs because today I get to meet Nancy's niece who is visiting her for the holidays. Walking down I'm texting Alex checking to see if we can meet and have a late lunch later. I'm really paying attention till I hear my dad call my name as I step on the last staircase which prompt me to look up and freeze. Everything stops when I look into the biggest pale blue eyes i have ever seen. She is standing beside my mother. I let my eyes take her in from her head to her toes. She has blonde hair coming down her shoulders, the hair has beach waves and is parted in the middle. Her eyebrows are thick and dark perfectly shaped. With long lashes framing her eyes making them pop, a cute butt nose. Her lips look soft and pink adorned with clear gloss. She has a bright smile showing her straight teeth as she looks at me. She has a slender body and small standing breast from what I can make out since she is wearing a flowy, long sleeved dress not showing much of anything. I'm stuck in place daring not to move she might disappear until I hear my mom clear her throat. "Don’t just stand there come meet Hannah, Nancy's niece we told you about " she says calling me to her. It takes a second for me to move and usher towards them. My mind is mush how can one person look so beautiful? I wonder. “Nate baby this Hannah as you know and she will be staying here for two months. I hope you will treat her nice like a big brother should my mom” says. I pull a face at the big brother comment but yes I will treat her nice however I'm not too sure about being her brother something more in the line of romance that I can do I think to myself. Pulling myself out of my thought I turn my attention to the goddess intent of me. Offering my hand for a hand shake "Nice to meet you finally Hannah. I'm Nathan but you can call me Nate”. I say using my most friendliest voice and smile. She places her hand in mine to shake and it feels soft and warm like the sun settling over the ocean and I'm in love for the first time in my life.

End of flashback.

I work to regain my composure and resume walking. I push through the classroom door making my way into the class I pause for a second glancing at my girl who is fighting to stay awake. I smile to myself taking my eyes off her to walk to my seat. I'm greeted by Alex's smirking face which I blatantly ignore and just sit down. When the bell ring shortly after making take a breath out. I'm not going to lie my girl has a hold on me and it scares the s**t out of me. The fact that I absolutely know nothing about her and we have just meet.... not officially a couple of hours ago and already I had to go release is disturbing to me. Look I'm not stranger to having being hung up on a girl my ex Hannah turned me up side down which is why I've been reluctant to approach the girl well beside the lack of opportunity as Henderson is practically attached to the girl like a leech. This new girl stirs up emotions inside of me I wish not to revisit especially after spending months trying to pick myself up from Hannah. My friends also know not to bring her up and I'm grateful they understand that that girl was literally my undoing. Pushing all thoughts of Hannah to the back of my mind I try to take in what remains of the lesson which is nothing really because literally 5 minutes later the bell rings and class is over. After packing up everything looking at my girl one last time as she speaks to her friend I presume. Alex, Andy and I head to the cafeteria. We make small talks while filling our trays then move towards our spot outside to eat still no word from stupid Hunter. I take a sit opposite Alex facing Henderson's cousin table placing my food on the table I have my backpack on the bench next to me. I opted to get a burger and some cheese fries. I'm not really a fan of eating healthy a man as tall as me being 6'2 needs to eat a lot my appetite is big. Alex eats like me he is also spotting a burger but with a side of potato mash she is not keen on fries. Andy sitting next to Alex only has fruit salad on her plate. I never really understood girls and their limited eating I mean why starve yourself. Sure I like to be able to pick up my girl but I also like her to have some meat on her you know something to hang on to. I guess that's just me. I know I'm not one to talk mainly about girls since I've only been in one serious relationship and the others have just been tap and leave, nothing too touchy or feely, just easy and no attachment. I mean I've never smashed a girl more than once except for Hannah. We begin eating our food whilst making small talks about the weekend we are coming from since Andy was not there we fill her in on what went down and how we had uber home since none of us could see past our nose we were that drunk. Our talk is brought to a holt when my eye catches a glimpse of the goddess herself walking in with stupid face Ted. Who seems to be telling her who is who and the seating arrangements. I wonder what did i***t say about my table particularly about me if anything. My anger flares a bit. I mean I should be the one showing her, she is mine... well at least in my head she is. I watch them sit after greeting the other weirdos, his cousin and his girlfriend. I'm brought back to our table by Alex calling my name. "What is it dude?” I snap. "Look I'm all for you looking at your crush but you need to pay attention to us as well. I mean I feel a tad jealous her. Give a man some love dude" he says with a fake sad pout. Which I just laugh at "i***t" I prompt. I see Andy pulling him to her chest whispering sweet nothings to him. She then give him a quick peek on the cheek. I shake my head amused and just decide to stay clear of Henderson table and just focusing on my food. After a while of comfortable silent eating I raise my head "where is asshole Hunter did he bank school or what?" I ask having not seen him ever since maths. "He texted he was going home. I think he left with that girl from earlier because I don’t see her with her crew also" Andy said leaning herself to Alex. I nod in understanding as I continued to eat my lunch and scrolling through my phone. Lunch is really difficult I can't seem to properly concentrate my mind wants to look at that table see her face but I can't she reals me in all the time and I'm afraid I'll get lost in her and that s**t is really scary. Besides Hannah I have never felt like this before and the worst part is when I compare her to Hannah something tells me she is more than her not only by beauty but in general and if that's the case I'm utterly f****d. The bell rings bringing me out of my deepest thoughts. We start packing up everything and move to the cafeteria to place back the trays and head to chemistry another subject I'm good at without trying just like maths. We enter the class me first then followed by Andy and Alex. Taking the seat in the second row. Contrary to belief I like to seat in front than at the back like most popular kids in school. The front helps me focus and my friends are also similar to me. I take my seat taking out my book turning to in front I'm greeted by stupid face Henderson with my girl on his side. This time they don’t seat at the opposite end instead they seat two desks from me. I talk my brain not to focus on her just look straight you will have your chance to meet her and when you do you'll go in my boy. I pep talk my self. That is however short lived as I hear "you better stop Zoe" Henderson scowl my girl jokingly whilst laughing. My girl respond with a "No Ted" also laughing. After that all things silent in my mind the only thing ringing is my girl's name. Looking at her she is a Zoe, beautiful, calm sweet and innocent. I test the name on my tongue never had I ever wanted to call a name so bad. Now I know her name my mind cools a bit and I am able to concentrate throughout my lesson betting on the fact that I will eventually know her on a person level if it's the last thing I do. The class finished and we moved to the next one which also move as quickly. Science much like chemistry I really don’t have to try as they are in the same line well at least for me. Luckily today we don't have too much homework just maths. I figured I'll be done within an hour then hit the gym today. When the last bell rings I pack up my stuff walking out of the class but not before looking at my girl for the last time today. I tell myself I’ll see her again tomorrow. I'll feast on her presence taking her with me in my mind and soul and reliving every moments from today even if she does not know me yet. I walk out heading to my car. I say my goodbyes to Alex giving him a hug then turn to his girl doing the same. I get into my car listening to unsteady by X-ambassador again as I cruise the street going back home. Today was a good day and I feel from here on it will keep getting better and better with my girl here.