YOU'RE MINE!

DARKEST SECRET!

GREG'S POV:

" I already did what you wan't! Now, fullfil what you've promised. " Bahagya akong bumuntong-hininga at nagpakawala ng inis dahil sa pilit niyang pinagawa sakin kani-kanina lang. I could feel my own disgust and disappointment.

Shit!

That's really irritating!

BULLSHIT!

" Thank you for that, atleast you've made me feel happy for the last time. Don't worry! April one naman bukas, that's quite a reason. " Wika ng kaharap ko ngayon. I close my fist because of anger. Holly cow! If it wasn't for that whilom secret, I woudn't ever do what she want's. I don't even get what thought just pop up in her mind , why she beg me for that stupid request. Well, it's her last, thats why I did grab it.

It's for our own good somehow. Kung sakaling paki-alaman pa niya ang nakaraan, maaaring magbago ang takbo ng buhay namin. It's better to sew a hole in a cabin, than to break the soil in the grave.

" You better pack your things out of here, I don't want to see you anymore. As for my secret, don't you ever mess with me Mecey! " She just nodded and get out.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit ni request niya sakin ang ganong bagay na wala namang kabuluhan. It just made me feel guilty for what she made me said even though thats not quite true. Hinilot ko ang sintido ko dahil sa kunting sakit sa ulo.

I grab my phone and I saw her angelic face on my wallpaper together with a boy. My baby! My Cas Fee Walker! I close my fist once again. I hate myself so much because of what I've done in the past.

Sh*t

If it wasn't for me, she wouldn't feel dumb. She woudn't hate me that much! She woudn't beg me to let her go! She woudn't feel hopeless! If it wasn't for me, she woudn't lose her dream and perfect family!

Tinitigan ko ng mabuti ang wallpaper ko and the last thing I know? I was crying. Alam kung para akong bakla, but I dont f**k'in care. Napaka-saya niya sa litratong ito kasama ang isang bata. An innocent child who was a victim of lies and hatred.

I wanna kill myself for everything!

This wasn't supposed to happen!

This is not what I f**k'in want!

" Balang araw , ipapakilala ko sayo ang anak mo mahal kong asawa. At pag nangyari yun, I'll let you decide for my own punishment! " That's what I'm afraid of. I dont want her to know that shitty past, because if she will ever findd out, I will be doomed for sure.

She'll probably leave me!

And that will never happen!

That's my darkest SECRET !

CAS FEE'S POV:

Napabalikwas ako sa kama ng maramdaman kong may kamay na nanghihimas sa hita ko. Minulat ko ang mga mata ko at nakita ko si Greg sa tabi na nakatingin sakin, habang nakangiti ng matamis. How gentle he is!

' The one I truly love is Mecey and not her! ' And then, that hit me! Bigla ko na namang naalala ang huling katagang sinabi niya na nagpakirot ng lubusan sa dibdib ko.

" Gising na pala ang baby ko. " Aniya at hinalikan ako sa noo. His with his sweet side right now. Kung hindi ko lang sana narinig ang lahat, kung hindi ko lang nalaman ang tunay niyang nararamdaman. Kikiligin pa sana ako at maglulupasay sa tuwa. Kung hindi lang ako kinain ng kuryusidad, malamang, bulag parin ako sa katotohanan.

" Anong oras naba? " Cold na tanong ko sa kanya, habang sa ibang deriksyon naman ako nakatingin. I don't wanna cry. I don't wanna be eaten by own weaknesses! I want to compose myself and refrain from being strong.

" Nine na ng umaga hon. " Saad niya habang naka-titig sakin ng mataman.

Diko maiwasang mapakunot-noo dahil sa pagtawag niya ulit sakin ng hon. That's quite weird! Lalabas na sana ako nang muli na naman siyang nagsalita. This time, I'm keeping myself restraine to meet his puzzled gaze.

" May problema ba tayo hon? " Napatingin ako sa kanya at walang mababakas na emosyon galing sa mga mata niya. He's emotionless and it's not new anymore.

" Gusto mo ba si Mecey? I mean, do you love other woman aside from me? " Hindi ko mapigilang itanong sa kanya ang laman ng utak ko.

" Narinig mo kami kagabi? "

Tanong niya. Mababakas ang pag-aalinlangan sa tono ng boses niya. So it's true! Tango lang ang naisagot ko sa kanya dahil hindi ko na kayang magsalita pa. Parang may kung anong bumara sa lalamunan ko.

Ang kaninang mga mata ay napalitan ng masasayang emosyon. It's somehow, feels like I was hit by lightning and was awaken by the thunder. Ayukong marinig ang isasagot niya pero kailangan kong malaman.

" Yup! Sorry... " Those two words consumed me. My body, my mind, my soul, and my heart! Parang bigla akong kinain ng lupa at langit sa isinagot niya sakin. Akala ko itatanggi niya. Akala ko ikakahiya niya, but I was definitely wrong from the very beginning!

I fake a smile and started to walk away, far away from him. Far away from the pain that he brought me!

Sobrang bigat ng pakiramdam ko. Sobrang sakit kapag galing sa kanya mismo. Gusto ko nalang matulog ulit, para naman kahit papaano'y, mawala ang sakit at pighati na nararamdaman ng puso ko. How pitiful!

" Cas wait! " Napatigil ako sa pag -iisip ng may biglang yumakap sakin mula sa likod. This scents! This feeling! It was Greg while wearing a beautiful smile. Pero bakit? Bakit ba palagi niya akong ginaganito?

" I was just fooling around, Happy April fool's day baby! " Natigilan ako sa sinabi niya, ngunit sa halip na sumaya ay bigla akong napaluha, habang siya? Ayun! Tawa ng tawa sa likod ko. Akala ba niya nakakatawa ang biro niya? Akala ba niya hindi ako nasaktan? Pesteng araw! Naisahan ako dun ah?! Arrghhh...

" Hey! You must not question my for my feelings, you know that you've been a significant treasure in my life baby. " Saad niya at humarap sakin.

Napalunok ako ng inilapit niya ang mukha niya sakin. Nakatitig siya sa labi ko kaya alam kuna ang gagawin niya. He wanna ravish my poor lips again! Dahil ginawa niya akong tanga, parurusahan ko muna siya.

Sa ngalan ng kapangyarihan ng buwan, parurusahan kita! Charot! Sailor moon lang ang peg? Sinipa ko siya at nagmamadaling tumungo sa baba.

Siguro naman magtatanda na yung manyakis kong asawa? Hmmm... Rinig ko pa ang pagmura niya. Siguradong namimilipit na ito sa sakit. Who would not? If I kick his little junior? Ang kaibigan niya kasi ang sinipa ko. Basta alam niyo na kong sino yun, este------ ANO pala!

" f**k baby! Bakit ito pa? s**t! Baka hindi na kita mabigyan ng anak niyan! " Namula ako sa narinig ko. Like a huge of hotness overflowed on my cheeks that results to blushing!

Loko talaga ang maharot kong asawa! Toinks!

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A/N: Inaantok na ako pero kailangan ko paring tapusin toh! Ghad!

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