CLARISSA'S POV Under a normal circumstance, Corrigan's interaction with Alyssa is not supposed to be a big deal. But in this moment, I don’t know why it feels like an eye opener. I don’t want to feel the way I feel but it’s proving so difficult to shun the negative thoughts running through my mind about what the return of Alyssa could mean for the both of us. I wonder if Corrigan has missed her at some point. I wonder if he still sees her as a woman just like he sees me. I wonder if that's why he looks at her the way a man does to a woman that he loves. I don't know if I'm the one interpreting everything but one thing I'm sure of is that those thoughts must have stem from the deep insecurities I have about myself. I don't want the presence of other beautiful women to continue threateni

