CLARISSA'S POV The boy's second name is suddenly bringing back old memories. Memories that makes me feel both happy, sad and angry. The memory of that incident has become engraved in my mind and I still have nightmares sometimes in my sleep. The gunshot sound and the way Matthias' body was getting soaked in his own pool of blood. I never want to feel the kind of helplessness I felt that day in my life ever again and I will never be able to forgive Cornelius for putting me through such a bitter experience. So many unjust things have been happening in this Kingdom since the day I was brought but I turned a blind eye to some of them only because I wasn't strong enough to fight Cornelius and change the things that were happening back then. That's why deep down my heart, I feel like a hypocri

