My Mate's Favorite Toy

sorry if the grammar in this is horrible its my first actual time writing a book he my name is Andrea Blackwood and im gonna tell you a story about how the man i hate most in the world gave me a gift so incredible id die for him let me start at the beginning *5 years ago "hey fat ass get you down here were already late because of you!" yells josh my twin brother "i'm coming" i yell back we are going to the pack house for the Marcus' 18th birthday he's is supposed to find his mate today i run down the stairs in my long black dress and flats  mom told me to wear i get downstairs and we drive to the pack house cause we live at the very edge of the territory we get there in 10 minutes as we are walking in the pack house i get hit with this amazing smell of pine wood and cinnamon i turn 18 today to December 10th my eyes travel ti the origin of the smell and i lock eyes with Marcus Lockwood the Alphas son my wolf goes crazy screaming 'mate' repeatedly but there is a problem of all the people why did it have to Marcus my number one bully there is no way he could love the look in his eyes are showing pure hatred i turn around and go back to the first tree i can find and i know Marcus followed i could smell him oh how is smell is so intoxicating i just wanna be engulfed in it forever i lean against the tree and try to calm myself only for Marcus to wrap his hands around my neck and stare into my eyes and kiss me everything in me wanted to kiss back but the logic took over and i pushed him back with all my might  he stumbles back only to walk up in my face anger visible in his eye and he says "you aren't even pretty i don't see why the moon goddess would pair with such a fat, ugly, pathetic mate he gets closer to me  "G-get away from me Marcus." I say while he just smirks at me his eyes traveling down my chubby, curvy body he steps closer and gropes my boobs "Stop." i try to push him off me he doesn't budge so I kick him in the balls leaving him clutching his p***s and run as fast as i can into the forest i get tackled on to the ground and Marcus rips my dress in half and after he's done with me i realize i just got r***d by my mate and crawl up into a a little ball and cry my eyes out for hours then i get up and shift into my wolf form i have a white wolf with blue eyes and run away from the place i'd rather be a rouge than live in the same house as the that man.but first i git back to my house and get all of my money out of the bank and out of my money jar and i shifted and ran to god now's where * two months later  i wake up in the middle of the night to go throw up the continence of my stomach i look at my calendar to see i missed my last two periods i go digging in my cabinet and find a pregnancy test only to find out i was pregnant Marcus was the only person i had s*x with i sit on the floor put my hand on my stomach and rub softly and smile i was gonna be a mother i go back to bed and sleep good for the fist time in months i decided i was gonna tell my mom and my best friend April(Marcus' sister)   (Next day) I go to the doctors office to make sure the baby is ok