BOUND [What if you don't love your mate]

•°○• The wild and heartless | Marianne •○°• In my dream, I saw them standing next to one another with their heels facing the deep-gloomy canyon hole. I don't know how deep is that canyon. But, I am pretty sure it's deep enough as it could bring serious injure in the whole body, even the death in a short time. While the fog moves in high speed behind their backs, it's layered and thick, just like the dark clouds that normally appear in the sky before the storm comes. Almost didn't saw any expression on their young face. My dad and my mom, with the toughness that I couldn't understand, piercing me with the gaze as if they mocking this situation. Yet, maybe from the way of they gaze so I could guessing what is the real emotion that buried in their heart. Fear and desperate. A demand that didn't intended to me, however to something else that hidden somewhere unknown. I still manage to see, even from far distance, how my mom tried so hard to hold back her tears. There is a huge encourage that makes me wanted to run and hug them. But in fact, I glued in the place I stood right now. Couldn't reach them with my hands 'cause even to move my legs, I didn't able to do that. My soul trapped inside my mature body with the old memories. A glimpse of memories flashing through my mind as if it was trying to remind me of the real incident that I've been through. I know for a fact that I will lost them, as soon as I could imagine. And that I am dreaming, so I could never save them. My dreams always felt so real and predictable. But still, how strong I tried to deny and hide from every bad experiences that had happened in my life, they always found a way to haunt me. Until a wolf appeared from the right side as if it was pulled out from the chaos of wilderness. It's clearly that he wasn't a type of wild wolf which is commonly passed in the forest without making worries the residents. His great form look like as if it was blocking the moon. The wolf came with heavy breath and stood using his two legs. His spine curved like camel hump, while his skin is shoined by roughy black fur. But then, he start to puffed up his chest as if he tried to show off that he also able to stood up stright just like human. His five fingers are coated with nails as sharp as blade and shiny whenever it exposed to the moonlight. When the wolf hissed, there was a long and pointed teeth, looking like as if they were giving a merciless threat. He's a dark-evil creature. A hairy giant that releasing aura of the death. The wolf c*****g his head to me for a second. I manage to see the burning inside his gaze, flame flashes in his eyes. Just like fire that burning wood in the fireplace, the brief gaze of him was what sent me a warning before finally he crashing towards the cliff. I closed my eyes tightly. Because that's all I can do. Knowing that I wouldn't be able to face this directly. Soon after that I heard a loud collision turned to silent. Incredibly silent that I thought my ears suddenly deaf. But then again, I heard a low growls full of anger. Everything just happend too fast. I saw the wolf moving toward me when I finally have the courage to open my eyes. He crawling with his four long-sturdy foot, his two of hands that I saw before has fully turned to an animal foot. The moon light made his one side fur seems grey. The flame has gone and now it replace with blue retina that doesn't threaten. That makes him more look like .... human. In a split second at the previous time that felt like forever. I belief I recognize the blue eyes staring at me. But just like the speed of the wolf when it crashing towards the cliff, as fast as it was my belief faded. I hold my breath as he get closer to erase the distance between me and him. Then he stop right in front of me. Lowering his muzzle to just a few inches from my face. While I tried my best to not scream or cry when he began to sniffing. I just wanted to waken up from this nightmare now. But the wolf doesn't seem willing to release me just yet. The wolf lowering two rear foot of him and then releasing a soft growl that make me thinking about homie cat. I tried to breath again but the fear still control my self. Well, it must be hard for you to inhale when you facing a huge wild wolf that has been kill your parents. This wolf indeed doesn't look wild like before, however, he still the one who threw my parents to the cliff. This creature kill them. I felt my heart beaten by an invisible hammer. "Wha-what do you want from me?" I asked. A bit shocked by the squeaked voice that came out of my throat. I thought I wouldn't be able to speak out. The wolf growls again. But this time, sounds lower and angrier. And then he raised his muzzle towards the moon and began to howl. His voice was high and strong and deep all in one, echoing until my ears hurts. My legs loose its balance but I found a strength to raise my hand to press my ears so I could avoiding the sound. This howl hurts my ears like hell. I wanted to scream but my voice don't want to came out. Or maybe my voice is muffled by this howl. All I knew was I keep screaming in desperately. []