Bitten twice shy (the change series 3 )

Chapter 2: Cruel

Trick

I tried to drive directly to my old pack’s territory, but Kai said, “maybe we should have a plan in place before we just run in there, guns blazing.”

He was right, I didn’t know what I was getting into, I didn’t know if they were already aware I had killed Jasper yet or even if they knew he was dead at all, if they did, no, I couldn’t think about it, if they knew, then Molly was already dead.

At most, they would be suspicious that he hadn’t returned yet, they would be wondering where Claire was too.

Natasha said from the back of the seat, “let’s plan quick then because I’m worried that they might actually want to bite her.”

“I doubt they would, but they will hurt her,” I said.

“But if she explains to them she wants to be bitten, what’s going to stop them from deciding it might be a good idea? They will probably think she’s going to die anyway so may as well see if she could survive the bite, think about it, she’s female, if she did survive, then they’d have their own female werewolf to do whatever they want with, Claire doesn’t count to them because she’s all about Kai, and I’m guessing was just Jasper’s, he didn’t seem like the sharing type.”

F.uck, my fear went up higher, Natasha was right, my old alpha had always given this false promise of a female werewolf for the pack, I knew it was bulls.hit to placate them, but they clung to that hope, the idea of having a mate, of having children, they wouldn’t give a s.hit about sharing her either.

Kai managed to convince me to stop at a cafe so we could eat and plan. We all sat down and Kai called up Grayson to let him know what was going on, when he finished, I heard Grayson on the other end. “You wait until now to tell me? I should come with you.”

Kai tried to tell him it was ok, but I interrupted, “no, he should come, it will help.”

My old alpha had used stories of Grayson and what he did to mutts who trespassed and tried to challenge his pack, he had shown us all the videos too, it’s where the alpha had gotten inspiration for the kind of punishments he wanted me to do for him, the pack had grown to fear me a lot, but they were down right terrified of Grayson.

We ate while we waited for Grayson and Lara his mate to join us, it was difficult to eat with the knots in my stomach of what they might be doing to Molly, they best not have f.ucking touched her, or I would kill every last one of them, she was the most sweetest, kindest woman with the biggest heart I had ever known.

When they arrived they took some food to go and we left. The plan was for me to go in first and depending how they reacted would depend on whether Grayson would show his face and threaten them, but if they didn’t know I had killed Jasper, then I would get Molly out of there myself.

I wondered who had taken the role of alpha now our old one was dead, I suspected it would be Axel, he had been one or two ranks lower than me and had always wanted the role, if I’d stayed with them, I would be the alpha because I had challenged him and killed him, I had also been his second in command, hopefully that might make them fear me enough or respect me enough to not cause problems, but I doubted it, the more I thought about what Natasha had said the more I had this horrible feeling they would refuse to let Molly go without a fight.

I parked up and Grayson and Lara parked up behind us. Grayson had the best nose, and he sniffed the air and tracked the ground as we walked into the woods. “Here, a couple of them were here recently, I can smell Molly too,” he said.

I sniffed the air, and faintly I could smell her scent of raspberries and warmth, like she carried the scent of the sun on her skin, it had only been hours, but f***k did I miss that scent.

Everyone got into their hiding spots keeping downwind, so their scents wouldn’t be picked up, and then I walked towards the house. I didn’t knock, I walked in as if I owned the place, if I so much as acted as if I was worried for Molly they would use that.

I would have to act as if I didn’t give a f***k and was only there on my new alphas orders, I might even have to act mean to her, I hoped I didn’t have to, her autism meant she didn’t always understand social cues or when someone was pretending, she would think I was being mean for real, she would take it literally, and I didn’t want that, I could only hope that Natasha’s help of slowly teaching her to read people a little better might make Molly realise or figure out I was only pretending. It meant I was going to have to slip back into my role of who I used to be, the nasty piece of s.hit who didn’t give a f***k about anyone or anything.

I had calmed down a lot by the end, I became more cold and numb because it helped me control my rage better, and I didn’t get into as much trouble or cause as much trouble, but today I think it was necessary I became my old self and let out some of that rage and shitty attitude.

“Axel!” I called out.

“Trick? Hey man! You coming back home to us?” John asked, he was in the kitchen making up a plate of food.

“Nah, where’s Axel?”

“Living room.”

I walked into the living room and saw him on the sofa taking the p.iss out of Molly’s weight and the top she was wearing, it was baby blue and had bows with frilled sleeves on, Cole was laughing too, but they tried to play it off as they were only joking and playing with her, they weren’t, but she didn’t know that and was laughing too.

I walked in and said, “you found her, then?”

Axel jumped at the sound of my voice and said, “what are you doing here?”

“Came for the human, her alpha wants her back.”

“You mean Grayson?”

“Yeah, him.”

“Heard you took her virginity.”

I knew it wouldn’t be that easy to just leave with her.

“Yeah I did.”

“How was she?”

Swallowing my growl I said, “good, her p*****. is the tightest p*****. I’ve ever f.ucked.”

“Mm, that so?” He asked her, Molly kept her head down, too shy to say anything.

“Molly, let’s go,” I said.

She went to stand up, but Axel grabbed her arm and pulled her back down onto the sofa. “You only just got here, what’s the rush?”

F.uck. I went over and sat on the sofa next to Molly and said, “true, someone get me a f.ucking drink then.”

“Cole, get us all a drink.”

Molly tried to cuddle up to me and f***k did I want to hold her so bad, but I couldn’t. I pushed her away and snarled, “don’t f.ucking touch me.”

I didn’t know how I was going to get through this, Molly was extremely sensitive, and she burst into tears, I hated seeing her cry, I hated seeing her start to rock as the emotions overwhelmed her.

“Aw man, that’s harsh, she wants to be your mate,” Axel said.

I knew he didn’t give a s.hit about Molly, he was testing me and how I would react, probably trying to figure out if anything she had said was true about us.

I forced myself to laugh and said, “f***k off, I would never date that, never f***k it again either, anyway, I got myself a new mate, she’s f.ucking stunning.” I pulled my phone out and showed him a picture of Ellie, it was the only way he was going to believe me.

It was a picture of her cuddled up to me and smiling at the camera, Axel flicked through to another picture and I winced inside, it was Ellie topless and posing for me on her knees, her t.its out and her legs spread.

“f***k,” Axel breathed and flicked through to another one, even worse, a video of her deep throating me and some other s.hit I was doing to her. I hadn’t gotten around to deleting them all yet, but the damage was done, Axel the cruel p.rick made sure Molly could see it all, and she cried harder, flapping her hands and rocking more.

I wanted to tear Axel apart, I wanted to comfort Molly and help her regulate, I wanted to tell her it didn’t matter anymore because I wasn’t with Ellie, she knew that, and most of all I wanted to tell her I loved her, I was so madly in love with her, and she was my everything, she didn’t need to cry, but I couldn’t, I had to laugh and ignore her, and I didn’t think I could do it for long.

“She’s having a meltdown, Ross has them sometimes, you don’t want to calm her down?” Axel asked me.

“Why would I? I don’t give a f***k,” I answered and took the drink Cole passed to me.

“You really don’t care about her?” Axel asked.

“No, why would I give a s.hit about some human?”

Axel laughed and said, “Yeah, sounds like you, why don’t you come to our pack, we miss you man.”

“I can’t, I miss you guys too, but I had to get away, I don’t want to be reminded of that f.ucking c.unt, what he did to us, everything here just reminds me of him.”

Axel nodded, “I get it, he was a f.ucking evil alpha, but is it any better with that psycho Grayson?”

“Much, he doesn’t give a s.hit what we do as long as it doesn’t affect the pack.” That was as much information as I willing to share with Axel, he nodded and drank his drink, I knew he wouldn’t beg for me or insist on me coming back because it would mean he would have to step down and let me be alpha and I knew he sure as hell didn’t want that.

I finished my drink off and tried to ignore Molly crying, it was so hard and as soon as I finished my drink I said, “I need to get going, Grayson hates being made to wait, but thanks for looking after her, I’d be in deep s.hit if she got hurt.”

I saw something flash across his face, fear maybe, but it was gone in a blink of an eye, and he smiled, “uh, yeah sure man, can you maybe leave out where you found her?”

“Yeah, I won’t say anything, I found a note she left that’s how I knew she was here, I’m the only one who saw it so don’t worry.”

After that, he was quick to get us to leave, I didn’t understand what the sudden change was because it didn’t look like they had hurt her at all, she didn’t have any cuts or bruises or bites that I could see.