Chapter 3: Is this really happening
2005 Words
Molly
Trick was being so mean to me and I didn’t understand why, when we got outside, he led us away from the house, and then he gently took my wrists stopping me from flapping and kissed the back of both my hands.
“Ssh, Molly, it’s ok sweetheart, I’m so sorry, I had to pretend to be mean it wasn’t real I promise, I’m sorry,” he hushed.
“You were a jerk!” I yelled.
“I know, I’m a f.ucking horrible, nasty c.unt, and I’m so sorry, but I had to make them believe me.”
He pulled me into his arms and held me tightly, I liked the feeling of the tight pressure, but I was too upset with him right now, and I pushed him away.
“Molly please, I’m sorry, I’m so f.ucking sorry, I care about you, I want to be with you.”
His last words made me look at him and I asked, “you want to be with me?”
“Yes.”
“Like casual s**x or as boyfriend and girlfriend?”
He laughed at the words boyfriend and girlfriend and said, “yes, I want to be your boyfriend, I want you to be my girlfriend, I want more than that too, I want you to be my mate.”
My heart started racing, I had waited so long to hear him say those words, I never thought he would, I thought I was just easy s**x to him and maybe a friend, but he wanted more?
“Really?” I asked.
“Yes, really, I want you Molly, you know I don’t love Ellie, those photos and videos were old, and I just haven’t gotten around to deleting them yet, it was all fake.”
I smiled shyly and looked up into his eyes, he came and cupped my face between his hands and smiled, “I love it so much when you look into my eyes.” He kissed me and I melted into the kiss, I was enjoying it for all of five seconds when Kai came over and grinned, “great, you’ve kissed and made up, can we get the f***k out of the danger zone now?”
We followed Kai, and I noticed he wasn’t talking to me, he was usually chatty and friendly, but he didn’t say anything, not to me, he talked to Natasha and held her hand, he spoke to everyone except for me.
Natasha hugged me when we reached the car and said, “that was so dangerous Molly.”
“I’m sorry.”
She hugged me tighter and then Grayson came and hugged me, “don’t you f.ucking ever do anything like that again,” he said angrily and held me tight.
Kai didn’t acknowledge me and I started to cry again, he was my friend and I didn’t want him hating me.
“What’s wrong?” Natasha asked.
“Kai hates me.”
She elbowed Kai, and he sighed, “I don’t hate you Molly, you really f.ucking scared me, and what you did was so dangerous, and wanting the bite too? Are you insane? It will kill you.”
“I’m sorry,” I mumbled.
He pulled me into his arms and hugged me. “Good,” he murmured, and kissed the top of my head.
Trick made Kai sit at the back of the car with Natasha, so I could sit up front with him. He started up the engine and Grayson stopped his car beside ours and rolled down his window, “let’s find somewhere to stay tonight, and we can head back in the morning, I’m f.ucking starving anyway.”
“Alright, I’ll follow you,” Trick said.
We found a nice quiet hotel and got two rooms, Lara and Grayson took one and me, Trick, Kai and Natasha took the other with two double beds.
Everyone ate the food that Grayson ordered up for us, I didn’t eat anywhere near as much as the rest of them, werewolves ate so damn much, Trick was already on his third plate of food, they never gained weight either because of the fast metabolism, lucky bunch.
When it was getting late, we all turned in for the night, I felt shy climbing into the bed beside Trick, it was the first time we would be sharing a bed all night long, well, Trick had slept in my bed once when he’d accidentally fallen asleep comforting me during a thunderstorm, but he never did it again, he kept the s**x casual between us, and wouldn’t show me too much affection in case I caught feelings for him, but now here we were, and he had said he wanted to be not just my boyfriend but my mate.
Mostly when me and Trick had s**x he stayed clothed too, he only got his much needed bits out and nothing else, rarely even went shirtless, if he did, it was always when the lights were off, now I knew it was because he hated the scars on his body, especially his back, they were from the abuse he’d gone through in his old pack. He took his jeans off but kept his top on, and I knew it wasn’t to hide from me because I had seen his scars, but he most likely didn’t want Natasha or Kai to see them.
I climbed in beside him, and he instantly pulled me into his arms and held me, it felt like a dream, I wasn’t used to his affections, and never outside of s**x, I was so happy I felt like I was floating on air.
Natasha and Kai were cuddled up in their bed and for once, I didn’t have to envy it, I could enjoy the moment as much as they were. I was snuggled up against Trick’s chest when he threw a pillow at Kai, “quit that!” He said.
“What?” Kai tried to sound innocent, but we both knew he had been touching Natasha under the covers, she only gave it away more with her giggles and blushing.
“You know what, we don’t want to listen to you have s**x,” Trick said, his voice cold but not as cold as it usually was, for him, this was him being friendly, it just took time getting to know him before you figured out the slight difference in the iciness of his voice.
“We had a foursome before, it should be no big deal,” Kai said playfully.
“Don’t remind me,” Trick muttered.
“You saying you didn’t enjoy my mates p*****.?” Kai asked with a mock serious expression.
Trick rolled his eyes and mumbled, “sure, but I much prefer Molly’s, no offence Natasha.”
“None taken,” she grinned, sitting up she said, “I’m so happy you two are finally together, it’s about time.”
“Mm,” was Trick’s only response, and then he laid down on his side, he wasn’t one for deep talks or any talk at all really, he made more of an effort for me because I needed a lot of direct communication to understand things. My sister had been different to me, she’d had autism too, but she had always been much better with communication and social cues.
When Trick went to pull away from me to roll over, I held on to his arm and he lightly laughed under his breath and stayed holding me.
I lay in the bed for over an hour still awake after everyone else had fallen asleep, earlier events still played on my mind and I kept seeing that video Axel had showed me in my head, Trick with those women, and how mean he had been, and I still couldn’t shake off when he had come and been so horrible to me, he told me it was only pretend, and the fact he had asked me to be his mate proved that, but it still hurt because I knew he would have treated me like that for real if we had crossed paths back when he was still that angry and cruel person he used to be. A part of me feared that it was that same dark part in him that had said those words, that deep down that part of him was still there and it didn’t like me.
I couldn’t shake the feeling, and I found myself wanting his attention on me, I wanted him, all of him, including that dark part he hid away to comfort me and make love to me, prove to me that even that part could want me. I slid my hand up his leg and then hesitated, I remembered him mentioning something had happened in the past, and it was why he didn’t like dominating women, the way he had said it made it sound like he had been the victim and not the other way around, so I gently woke him up and whispered, “Trick, am I allowed to touch you?”
“Hmm?” He mumbled sleepily.
“Can I touch you?”
He rolled onto his back and mumbled, “yeah.”
I slid my hand over his boxers and rubbed him gently, he moaned softly, and I felt him grow hard under my hand.
He rolled towards me, putting his arm around my waist and whispered, “do you want to have s**x?”
I nodded and pulling his boxers down he climbed on top of me. It was pitch dark in the room, and we were under the covers when I whispered, “won’t they hear us?”
Trick looked over at Natasha and Kai asleep in their bed and looked back down at me, “not if we’re very quiet,” he smirked.
He slid inside me, and it felt so good feeling him fill me up, stretching me, he moved back and forth slowly, and I quietly met him thrust for thrust, only our laboured breathing could be heard, I was growing close, and we were both sweating when he leaned on his hands above me and looking down whispered, “I love you, Molly.”
It was the first time he had ever said that and the first time I knew he felt that way, I thought he just enjoyed the s**x and maybe our friendship and that’s why he wanted to give us a go, but hearing him whisper those three perfect words had a tear slide down my cheek and smiling I whispered back, “I love you too, Asher.”
It didn’t feel right saying it while using his fake name Trick, so I used his real name, and he smiled down tenderly at me and kissed me.
He thrust into me a little faster and deeper and when I came moaning he covered my mouth with his hand and started thrusting more fast and desperately, giving me what I needed, and I felt him climax too, his breathing quickened when he came, but that was the only noise he made, and then he rolled off me and pulled me into his arms.
“Should I call you Trick or Asher from now on?” I whispered as we caught our breath.
“Call me whatever you want sweetheart.”
“Do you want the others to know your real name?”
“Not really, but if you want to call me Asher you can.”
“I know you as Trick, so I’ll stick to Trick unless I tell you I love you.”
“Ok,” he smiled and kissed the side of my head.
I was growing sleepy when he murmured, “you still feel so hot, are you feeling alright?”
I wanted to answer him, but I felt so tired, and my tongue felt dry, I was so thirsty, probably from the s**x I thought, and then I fell asleep.
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