A Poem To Heaven For Princess Elisa

Once upon a time, there was a girl. When she was born, her father thought she was a baby boy, but he didn't care. He still loved his baby girl, and so did her mom. her parents named her Princess Elisa. She smiled and glowed like a princess, so they decided to name her Princess Elisa. Princess Elisa had other older siblings and younger ones. She was so in love with ponies that she loved riding her big brother and big sister back until they got really tired. they got let her ride until they got tired but Elisa got upset and said I'm not your pony anymore so they would laugh at her and say but I'm your pony. but she was only a little younger than them. years passed by, and Elisa was no longer that little girl at the age of 16. She was very spoiled by many family members, the pretty, glowy, shiny eyes, oh, she would give you a look. and when she gave you the look, you couldn't say no; it was the innocent, beautiful look on Princess Elisa's beautiful, glowing face. Elisa got a little older and found out she was pregnant with a handsome baby boy. oh, and was she the happiest mother ever? Her son meant the world to her. She called him her legend. Every time his birthday came around, she would give this big shout to her only beloved son. and oh, did she give him the world? She laughed, played, spoiled him, and would give him the world if she could. One Elisa realized a change in her life and she didn't tell anyone she was very secretive she traveled through the magic world of heaven at times she saw how beautiful it was and how loving the people could be so she tried to warn a few people of this magic place call heaven but no one listens to her. she kept telling them trying to prepare them all for the travel but no one listen to princess Elisa would go to visit heaven from time to time but a little did you know it was a call from God only if you could hear his word how magic it sounded sometimes he would send his angels out to look over her shield her just like she looked out for her son and her son was always protected by princess Elisa. but sometimes, in the moments, Princess Elisa wondered if she was loved, and she looked out to see who would be loving for her baby boy for years out. Princess Elisa found herself getting sick One day, but she remembered the times she traveled to heaven and all the things God told her that there would be no more suffering and that he would take all the pain and hurt away, and it just made her smile. God told her what plans he had for her, and oh, she fell in love with that place every time she traveled, but still, no one believed her listened to her presence, or prepared for her traveling to become permanent. the bond between Elisa and the baby legend was very unbreakable, but it would be hard for you to believe every time she went away, she would always miss her only beloved son who meant the world to her. It broke her and all she wanted was to come back. To him, she wouldn't ever leave her son's side. she wanted the best life for the legend so she kept seeking a new mother someone who couldn't bear a child to give that person a chance to have a bond as she did and she knew what was best for him she made sure he would be safe with her she watched everyone with her son test them out but no one knew what she was doing her son fell so in love with his God mom sometimes he would call her mom but she would tell him no one could ever replace or be them the birth you she's the best mom in the world she's the same Godmother who pushed Elisa into standing tall on her feet. she was the same girl whose back Elisa would ride as a kid, her big sister that she loved so much. Oh, and don't get me wrong, she loved everyone. and when Princess Elisa loves, she loves Har, and she spreads the love. Princess Elisa didn't like dishonest people around her so it would make her seem bitter but she wasn't people thought she thought she was too much or better but she didn't she just kept loving everyone no matter how good or bad she got treated life princess Elisa saw a way out of the world that was better than this world it was a big portal that no one else could enter until God said it was time for you to visit and for God to let you in you had to be special to him respectfully loving brave kind on top of the duties he put before you you had to be one of his chosen. and she loves God very much. so this one day Elisa went to the world again, and she decided to stay, and her sister just didn't understand why. it hurt her. She broke down and cried, but she understood why so she kept her head up, stood strong, brave, caring, and loving, kept pushing, and stood tall like a tree that could reach the sky, not asking why. She had no words left to say at the moment, but she did stand by that portal, waiting for her sister to come out because she couldn't enter. she talked to God every single day she came back and forth to that portal looking for Princess Elisa until the day Elisa appeared and approached her. and she was able to see threw the potato and Elisa smiled laughed hoping glowing beautiful saying I'm okay and she hoped away and in her heart she knew princess Elisa was alright. but it still aches her heart. She is part of Elisa, her legend, and every time she looks at him, it makes her happy; it heals her heart every time she wakes up. sometimes she gets this sleepless night, but she's coping and learning to be the best parent to her nephew that she can all for Elisa. She knows Elisa is looking down, smiling, standing strong, brave, and happy with no suffering. Her sister Kisses her legend on his forehead every night, hugs him, and gets him to pray. She even bought him a box to put letters in for his mom and God. her son is happy but sad because he misses his mother, but he said I know my mom is in a better place. I'm happy she's not sick anymore. I love my mom, and thank you, God, and watch over my mommy. she raised him into a good young man. He's very smart and gets good grades in school. he still laughs play. her sister laughs and plays with him just like his mom would. Elisa's sister pushes Legend to stay on his education so he can be something in life. Elisa's family misses her. they miss her phone calls spoiling her and the love she gave. her love was so warm. there is not a day that goes by that Elisa wouldn't be missed by her mom and dad, who brought her into this world. Her sister couldn't find the time and place to put everything all in one, so she wrote a poem and sent it off to heaven. She dropped it through the portal at heaven's gates, and it said I keep praying, even though I still have sleepless nights where everything replays in my mind. I find solace in my little place with God, where I prefer not to communicate with anyone. That's just me. The only person I confide in is God and my sister. I don't talk to anyone else—no one knows my history or who I truly am. Yet, I keep my head up. I turn to God every time, keeping Him close through all these painful days. People hear what they want and believe what they choose, but no one ever truly understands what is real or true. It’s sad when you feel left behind; this world isn't what we imagined it to be as kids. It lacks joy and laughter; our hearts get broken into thousands of pieces, not just once, but millions of times. Sometimes, we find ourselves stuck when someone dies. Time doesn't stop for anyone; it just keeps ticking. People say they don’t know how to feel—I know how I feel. I feel lost, choked up, breathless, and weak. My heart feels like something is crushing it, causing chest pain when I think of you. This pain is so invalidating without you, sister. How can you keep a broken clock going? Someone tell me, how is it possible to keep going when the clock can no longer tick or be fixed? My clock is broken; it can't be adjusted. My heart is fragile, made of glass, not steel. The life we lead, the paths we take, and the secrets we keep will never be revealed. So how do we cope when we don't have that main person to talk to, other than God? How do you manage when your back is against the wall, with nothing to hold you up except the fear of falling? Now I can only reflect from the floor up—dang, sis.