It was funny how I allowed Vincent's words to get to me. He had me thinking about the things that got closed off at the beginning of this operation. My relationship with Javian was a contacted arrangement. Nothing more. I should be working instead of getting comfortable. Javian would have never glanced my way if it was me who needed the help. He would have thought I was a crazy person and treated me as such.
Miguel and Vanessa were only corresponding with me because of Javian. Anyone could realize that Vanessa couldn't operate without Javian. She clung to him more than the others. It was often about what Javian wanted. So, if they didn't need me then no one would even care that I existed. Me pretending we were all one happy family would never end well. All this was one-sided. Even though
