Juliana’s POV— I eat quietly. I hate it but I have to. First, because I am starving; Second, because I have low pressure; third, I don’t want to end up into another conflict with Neil. Neilson has still got feelings for me which is very much clear to me, but it is also true that he is hurt and in great dilemma. I am not sure whether he will be able to go ahead with our relationship or not. He has been cold and distant since the incident and it is very obvious. I can’t blame him for this. I feel sick and sad. Only now I realise how much actually I want him in my life, how much actually I have fallen for him and how much actually I love him! Yes, I don’t have any doubt that I love him. But is this love even possible? I finish my food taking a lot of time and have water. I look at my wat

