Nina Lila is like a sister to me. I love her, and I’m always there for her, but sometimes I need a break. I admit I agreed to go to the diner because I didn’t want the night to end. I might tease Andy and Billy, but I was genuinely enjoying their company. I needed that enjoyment, especially after the emotional rollercoaster I experienced with David. I like him—I like him too much, and that’s the problem. He compartmentalizes everything inside him, thinking he can solve problems that way, but he only makes things worse. I also know David loves to show off. He enjoys bragging; it’s part of what makes him who he is. I’m not something he would brag about, at least not to his friends. I’m painfully aware of that. He once told me that guys are physical, which is why they always go for loo

