Lila Nina dropped me off at home after school, and my mind was racing with thoughts about the party Shawn mentioned today. I’ve never been to a party before. I know it’s not like a birthday party or anything, but when I first texted Shawn, I made up an excuse about not being invited. I just didn’t want him to know the truth—I’ve never actually attended a party. It’s a stupid and lame thing to admit, but there are so many experiences I’ve missed out on, and it’s embarrassing to be a high school senior living such a sheltered life. I could hear music coming from my sister Kayla’s room, which confirmed she was home. Kayla is only a sophomore, yet she’s already been to several parties. If anyone knows how to sneak out of this house and attend one, it’s her. But then again, she’s Mom’s fav

