
I took 3 Deep breath’s and looked around and nobody noticed I was drained I was weak from fighting for my life, it was a long night and down came slowly it broke my heart in pieces the silence of the trees and the soft twerps from the birds on the branches the sky still twiggy and the sun settling in from the East to barrow it’s light the rays came and dawned on my skin from the angle I stood I could feel my knees getting week but I had to go and clean my body clean myself and feel his scent no more I felt like that was my last day of ever talking to the other gender it’s been regrets after regrets and it never gets better I am new from the old experiences and I won’t let any of them come in my way to distort what I have built and cherished for 22 years of my life. I yelled stop but he didn’t listen he thought more of his desire to be inside my warmth I can’t breath I can barely see I told him it hurt but he only dug deeper my experiences with him are fading because if I dwell on them my heart will be swore from today and eternity it will make me lose focus from my main goal and I was raised better than that I was raised to raise about my weakness no matter how weak my shoulders were my empty dry bones would carry the burden like Jesus carried the old rugged cross to get nailed to the cross and later raised from his corpse he won and I will win like him because I am made of him I am from his lineage I am APPOLO

