Night Smoke By Amber Shadow Blade As Ruth Antonette Phillips

now I walk through the door and I cannot find out what is troubling me but I know my world will trouble me most when I find out that I can't be who I want to be I can't stay the way I am I can't be the person passionately I used to be I am in love with myself and the power I have I am a cursive new thing running into this life I am something on my way away they cannot be stuffed by the person in front of me all of them standing in the way I for one am happy to tally them off there is no other way to be with them my family her family who should it be and now I find the following to be just a little bit more than crazy that I even think of considering my friend and her family yes I was to be her she was to be gone I was to be her and stay there in her room we looked alike so how could they tell well they didn't tell for a long time and never will they tell or no our secret I'm penny and she Sasha has gotten away from her priorities and day-to-day life with her family she'll never be what she is supposed to be now has been gone too long and now I have just started I began at the beginning we are small but Young as we grow up the switching becomes something ominous I can't find a better place or way to be then right there and her family's way the hidden agenda I will get them back my friend Sasha I will get her back for what she has asked of me she can't ask this for me then sneaking away one time but now it's been all the time precious precious friend why have you done this leaving of this family they must be dangerous they must be unwise yes I go through it they love me treat me like their own they love me treat me like I'm someone to them but I am not your daughter I am just a friend of their daughter and a friend is getting tired of people talking to me calling me by her name did not knowing that I'm not her or not knowing that I'm not me anymore either she gets to get away with her boyfriend and I get to now see my boyfriend well it's a day or two ago that I feel like I was going crazy I felt kind of dumb and a numbness built up in me I come across this book in the library and I need it something to read I thought something to wake up inside of me I read something to feel so empowered now a powerful person has built up inside of me I take the challenge of burning someone internally until they are burned physically speaking to them in a way that has them broken to they burn initially it shouldn't have been physical but it was grotesque no I couldn't have burned him that good I couldn't have ended their life for the salt of power salty is power is you keep tasting at it one more salty bite after another I get to find that I was in nature that I should not be I was in nature that I will well be and now I find a family is a target they felt creepy to me too nice too sure too much party but little party very now and then a little celebration I found it weird yet they didn't want to know what I like I started to climb up a hoodie a scarf a baseball cap something to hide my head and face from the fact that I was beautiful.