chapter ten:SCARED. It'swhen you have a bad feeling that something bad might happen
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The letter that i received that day we had visitors kept repeating it's self in my mind nobody knows my name is bella not even Damian or Tessa then who could that be then so far i haven't gotten myself into a serious trouble with any inmate here or Damian was the one who send the letter but no he can't be he would have already faced me and ask all those stupid question he normally ask anyway i won't trouble myself because whoever send the letter they wanted to know my reaction maybe they didn't know alot about me they were trying to cure their curiosity. How is the world outside is their any changes in the city the whole country are their new born babies, people died are my mother family safe do they still believe i killed my parents is my grandmother alive some of my cousins nobody has ever visited me sinces i was lock up for the past 6 years i feel terrible sometimes and try to accuse myself for what happened to my family but they problem is that no guilty is inside me none not even trying to harm myself the only thing i will love to do is revenge for my parents that one thing i don't think i will be able to let go,i know i am not a murderer but one day my uncle, cousin and whoever helped them to kill my parents they will be lock for ever i won't let this slide one day mum,dad, brothers i will revenge and find justice for you all.
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Tessa hey!what going on here actually you never told me how you disappeared three days without anyone noticing only the three of us it's been a week and you don't want to talk about it but it's okay i won't force you am going bye....hah really girlfriend okay i will tell you but not here so today the truck that normally brings food has not arrived that why everybody is here because their is nothing in the kitchen so the administration are trying to come everyone down so they can know what's the problem but nobody wants to listen, come let's go over their i tell you where i was last week. So mmmh Don't scream oky please promise me okay i was cleaning the veranda that day both you and Melissa, Carolina you were cleaning our cell mmmh it's happen that i almost had a fall when Darrel caught me and one thing led to another and we had s*x and he planned to keep me in his mansion for three days i don't know what he did that nobody notice that i was missing but honestly it was the best three days i had for 8 years i will do anything to go back to those three days Claudia,ash! so i was worried for nothing and on the other side you were enjoying your life with Darrel so tell me how long is he,does he know how to do you know what am asking mmmh hahaha i was laughing loud i didn't notice that people were quiet that when Tessa touch my hands and i was left with shock to see Daniel,darren Damian,Darrel, Duncan and three men facing me waiting for what God knows i was scared i could not move....is something funny so that you can share it with everyone we also want to laugh hah now talk please ooh your tongue has been cut by a cat we are waiting for you,seem you and your friend here have alot discussing please share with us or else you won't like the other side of me young lady.... am sorry sir i didn't know people were quiet we were just reminding ourselves about our past am sorry it's my mistake she has nothing to do with it i won't repeat myself to such kind of behavior sorry sir and sorry to everyone, haha yes definitely it's your mistake ever since you became friends with Tessa all you do is get her in trouble don't you feel a shamed out of everyone here you are the only one with the biggest crime here killing your own parents and siblings yet you laugh as if what you did was the best thing i want you to stay away from tessa do you get that murderer are we clear bit***ch, sir it's not what you think he didn't let me finish my sentence he drop a big slap to my chick that made me fall down i tried to stand up but i could not they left me their even Tessa walk away i was again hurt that my best friend walk away i cried untill i could not cry anymore that when Melissa and Carolina hold me and i was stable to stand, hey i don't know you much but one thing i know it's that you are not a murderer and please learn that Tessa is not a trust worthy i will never betray a Friend because of a man. I kept quiet a part of me wanted not to believe what they were saying but another part took their words deeply.
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Four days and i haven't seen Tessa i was sacred what they were saying about her might be true what if she was not my real friend but we have alot of history, similarities together how will she do this to me and why was she that evil,did she forget also she was framed for her brother death but nobody knew, many knew that she was a stealer ssh i won't think again i will let things slide if she is truly my friend she will come back to me and have a better explanation,i was busy folding my clothes when i felt a pair of strong hands hugging me i knew who it was but i kept quiet*****what kind of a friend am i a worthless friend who always put you in trouble and you get framed by my mistake yet i stay silent i don't know if saying sorry will help to wipe away the bitterness in your heart and doubt if am your true friend i meet Carolina and Melissa they were really angry with me because they thought am only a snitch and a bit***ch honestly am useless yes Claudia i am, between you and Darrel i have known you for the last 6 years and him it's now 3 years since i have known him and knowing his body it's only 6 months yet i did what i did please forgive me this one last time, i slept with Simon i wanted to be something that will trigger away Darrel out of my life the fact is that he doesn't know the reason me being here am also a frame for being a murderer what if he finds out that means he will treat me worse than you,he will do bad things to me so that he can hurt me i hate judgemental people, yes i like him but am scared that he is quick to judge,also no matter what i do he will never defend me to Damian,they are family and many people normally choose family than their lovers am worst and evil but one thing i know is that i will never replace you with anyone not even darrel,am sorry Claudia find a place in your heart to forgive i know am the last person you want to talk to but i need you today, tomorrow and forever my dear friend please i will leave you but don't take long to forgive me dear please.
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After she left i broke into tears i knew Tessa would never betray me but apart of me wanted to let her learn from her own mistake till then i will just keep my distance i know if Darrel knew about Tessa sleeping with Simon he might think i had something to do with it or i wanted to separate him from her that man can act immature sometimes,i finished folding my clothes and took a nap that the only thing i can do am afraid to face people i know am the laughing stock many people thinks am that brut rich kid who normally don't like like to associate with people but here their is no favour without returning the favour back that what i feared the most it's to get myself in a wrong gang.....i woke up with a sound of two people arguing in between their argument i heard my name i opened my eyes and saw Darrel and Tessa mmmh since it was winter i worn my sweater and socks with my rubber and excused myself i left them their arguing like children the look on their face indicated they were surprised they didn't have any idea that i would have walked away without saying anything but i think that the life i want for now till all this is over,i settled myself on a bench near the tunnel i don't know why the kept this bench maybe to remind people that their was no escape till you finish your sentence first anyway i occupied my mind looking at the field their were people playing volleyball i didn't notice i had a company who sat next to me i didn't turn to look who it was but the smell of the cologne identified that the person was rich...you know beauty doesn't lie no matter what people say, i don't know you much but for the few years i noticed my brother Damian interested in you i had to find out about you to my surprise it's that you are innocent and framed by your uncle Hafeth and his son ooh and your grandmother what's her name something like Lisa bella yes, i was surprised how did he know about my grandmother i didn't turn around to face him i heard him clear his throat and continued...are you sure your parents were dead the day the police took them because come think of it who called the police how long did it take you to arrive from your room to the main sitting room was your dad dead,did you see any woods where was he bleeding anyway what am trying to say is that be careful with people who surrounds you,you might be surprised your enemy are near you than your friends bella please take care of yourself and that USB let nobody try to convince you how much they love you don't trust me but one thing be close to Damian or mark just know you are safe okay i will take my leave,when i turned around i saw it was a man with a mask he smiled and left i tried to connect all the dots but i could not find a reason to think of anything so it's means whoever send me the letter was one of Damian brothers but who could that be Darrel mmmh no,Darren i don't think so, Damian not even close, Duncan way to far,Daniel i don't think so but maybe him or it could be ah!!! i don't know honestly i will find out soon for now i need to relax my mind i can't keep on going on with this all drama around me but why do Darrel hates me that much and Damian never defend me in public who is my real enemy how can my enemy be close to me is it Tessa not i won't think of her no who can it be ssh am so feed up with all guesses i need a normal answer,i want someone to answer all my questions but who could that be i can't face Damian and ask for his help i don't want anything to do with him all i want is to forget about him and move on with my life i have alot on my plate ssh i won't think again.
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