I can do this. I had been so tired last night when I got back to my room, but I couldn’t sleep. I lay there with my eyes closed and nothing. My mind kept jumping from one thing to another, not at all shutting down. I was scared last night. When Rowan was in my room last night, he knew exactly how to use my body to get a reaction out of me, and in contrast to that, I also found out he also knows how to almost rip someone's heart out without breaking their ribs. The fact that he could do that to his own father was terrifying. What is to stop him from doing that to me? Even his father thinks he will kill me in the end. I can’t even rely on the mate bond to save me, because he doesn’t feel it. I can try and rely on his obsession, as his father put it, but then the only thought that comes to mi
