I was tired from all the packing up. It is already past midnight. At some point, I wondered if it would be better to sleep in my car. Instead of driving when I am so tired, the thought of sleeping in my car next to Rowan's house was more than enough motivation for me to drive back to the dorm. I was going on memory as I got out of the car and walked to my room and keyed in the code to unlock my door. I switched on the light to get dressed for bed, not worrying about showering. I can just shower tomorrow even though I do believe sleeping without washing up makes your sheets dirty. I have a lot of OCD behaviors like that. I like to make sure my bed is clean before sleeping. It has gotten a lot better. I only check once. I usually shake my pillow out a million times even though I knew there w

