Curse of the Moon Goddess

Chapter 10

~Alexi~

After what feels like a lifetime, my beautiful little mate is making her way to me. Coming beside me where she was meant to be.

As she gets closer, I'm awestruck. I didn't notice her eyes before. They are the oddest shade of grey, almost purple like lavender.

She is breathtaking.

She reaches my side and I notice her lips are swollen, and the scent coming from them is not mine.

This b***h!?!

Who the f**k was she with, is that what took her so long to get here?

At the top of the staircase, I see the Alphas son, he looks devastated. He was the one she was looking at before I found her.

Does she love him?

Were they f*****g before coming down?

No not tonight but I bet they’ve spent many nights together. He probably has experienced all of her taking everything that was supposed to be mine.

Onyx is quiet, while I am completely destroyed by the betrayal that pierced our heart.

I want to kill him, I want to shake her and demand why she would do this to me. I knew mates were a curse, why did I let myself believe differently for even a moment. She isn't a kitten she's just like every other female I've met. I'm a fool.

I put a wall up blocking out my emotions. I can’t make a scene here. I’ll deal with this tiny w***e later!!

“let’s go" I say coldly

She looks at me confused, is that guilt I see? I knew it, f*****g cheating b***h! I may be stuck with her as my mate but I will never love her!!

Not after this. I’m going to put her in her place. f**k caring for her, I can't she already broke me.

We both sit in the backseat of the SUV, I wish I could be miles away from the tiny she devil but I can’t raise suspicion that I’m upset or her parents might make her stay and shed be with him…

I keep building my wall, deciding I will never let her in. she made her choice now she has to deal with the consequences.

The moment we drive away and are back on the highway I break my silence.

“Tiny thing, we may be mates but I will never love or want you. Make no mistake though you are mine now and will do what I say!

you will sleep in your own room

you will let me come to you whenever I need my release

but I will never care for you

you are only here because my wolf needs you Not Me.

If you have any objections you can always take an out just 3 words and you can go back to the little pup I smelt on you before we left. You are an Alpha daughter so I'm sure you can handle it! .” I let all my anger and disgust for the situation out with my speech.

her eyes widen as she takes in what I’m saying, all of the sudden she looks at me and I see fire in her eyes, she thinks she has the right to challenge what I’ve said after what she did!

“And what makes you think I would ever agree to anything like that” the contempt in her voice makes me angrier, she’s looking at me like I’m the bad guy here?

Now I’m really pissed

“You have no choice, you miniature w***e!! you will spread your legs for me when I tell you to just like you’ve done for all the horny pups back there. when we are out in public you will keep your head held high and do your duties as a Luna. other than that, stay out of my way, and don't bother me. I expect you to be silent and obedient when I come to you. reject me if you don’t agree, if not then that is all.”

with that I mind link Finn to stop the car, i'd rather run home than sit in here with her any longer.

“can you be a bigger d**k?” Finn links me

“She had it coming"

“Do you really think you can treat your mate that way?”

“She is mine, I’ll do what I want with her, you need to mind your business. You have no clue what she really is"

“As you wish Alpha.”

I hate that tone. It's the same one matt uses when he calls me boss. I may seem like a bastard but they don’t know what she did to make me this way!!

“Drive her to the house and have an omega take her to her room. I’m going for a run.”

“ I don’t think you are right about her" onyx tells me

“You saw and smelled the exact same thing! How can you question it now?”

“I felt my mate, she did not give off a feeling of guilt or disappointment. I felt love, I think they both want to love us.”

“Or maybe her wolf is just as f****d up as the tiny thing and didn't feel guilty because she wanted him not us. Maybe any Alpha would do for them. "

“ Don’t talk about our mate like that, you are wrong.”

“ well f**k me then, I guess we will see.”

I shift into my wolf and start running for our territory. Hopefully the air and space will help me clear my head before I make it home.

Everything inside of me hurts, how could someone so small break me so easily and why do I want to believe Onyx that this is all just a misunderstanding.

I can’t let myself hope.

Hope will kill us.

Is she really like everyone else, she seemed so different..

Could she really want to love me?

Fuck.

~Abra~

This can’t be real. what just happened?

one moment he’s sweet looking at me so tenderly. Kissing me the way he did. Then just like that he turns into a Monster.

Which one is the real him?

“Oh moon goddess what did you get me into?”

if he thinks I’ll just obey and spread my legs when he demands he couldn't be more wrong. I am not some hooker, I'm a warrior! How dare he think he can Treat me like this!

“Ivory, what are we going to do?”

“He wants to love us, which is why he is hurt. I don't think he trusts easily”

“You heard him, he doesn’t”

“ He does, I can feel it, his wolf loves us so much.”

“But behind every wolf is a man, what about him?”

“he will love us too, but we hurt him"

“How could we have possibly…

Then it hits me he knows about the kiss. I didn’t feel anything and I put a stop to it.

Does he think I betrayed him with Xander?

What am I going to do?

He was right. We are nothing and we don’t deserve to be happy by his side.

I should have clawed Xander eyes out back there.”

“You okay back there Luna? I’ve never seen Alexi pissed like that before.”

I look up and realize it’s the driver talking to me, oh my goodness he heard everything that jerk said to me, my cheeks start heating up I can’t believe someone witnessed that scene.

“I’m Finn, head warrior. Sorry I heard everything, I didn’t really have a way not to. I know he was an Ass just now, but that’s not how he normally is, maybe he is still pissed he got beat up by a girl.”

“ I doubt he will ever treat me any different” I reply defeated

he laughs and says “ just give him time I know you’ll be good for him”

how can he find humor when my world was just torn apart?

“I think we are going to be good friends Luna, Chin up. Everything will be okay you’ll see.”

“If you say so” I shrug

I grab some headphone out of my bag and turn on some music, I don’t want to think about the events of the day so I’d rather just get lost in some lyrics. I must have drifted off to sleep because next thing I know Alexi is sitting next to me again and shaking me roughly

“Wake up,we are here." The anger is still in his voice.

I sit there blinking, trying to get the sleepiness to let me go.

we are going down a driveway and pulling up to this huge building, not a building it’s a beautiful mansion. I didn’t know places could be so big. as we get closer I see I giant fountain at the entrance with two wolves howling at the moon. it’s beautiful for a moment I sit there mouth open and speechless until.

“Welcome to your new home, this is the main house for the blood moon pack. put on your happy face before we are greeted by the pack.” He says sounding cold still

I take a deep breath and put on a straight face, being raised by the Luna has its perks. I was taught how to always show strength in front of the pack I may not be the most composed but tonight I'm going to put on the performance of my life.

With my head held high I exit the vehicle, Alexi holds onto my hand interlocking our fingers and leads me to the entrance. Even though he hates me my arm is still tingling and I find myself drawn to him.

I need to fix this.

everything is quiet it’s around 2 am so most people are already asleep. there are a few omegas waiting to greet us at the door and take our things.

“good evening Alpha and Luna we hope you had a wonderful trip.” the two ladies say with a smile.

I return a smile politely, I’m not ready to speak yet so I stay quiet and let the alpha talk

“we did thank you ladies. is everything prepared for our new Luna?”

“yes sir”

Alexi nods in approval and tells them we are going to go up and sleep its been a long drive and all those pleasantries.

he treats his staff so respectfully it took me by surprise to see him like that after the way he was with me. Maybe he isn't so horrible

Wishful thinking

leading us to the top floor he opens two double doors inside is dark furniture with a huge bed the colors are grey and black and everything has a very masculine feel to it. I stopped at the doorway not sure what to do

Alexi looks at me and says

“Come on small thing and close the doors.”

I slowly walk in closing the doors but still don’t understand. I thought he said we were to be separated.

“Come sit” he says patting a spot on the bed

I walk towards him slowly keeping my guard up. If he tries anything I’m ready to make a run for it. I don’t have the element of surprise on my side so it's better to run.

“the door over there leads to your room. you will always enter and exit from here, we will not have any gossip about us having separate beds or anything else involving our relationship. to the outside we need to be a strong United couple. This pack is feared and respected but we also treat our pack members with respect and dignity. Everyone has value, even you little one. It's been a long night so go to your room and I’ll see you for breakfast.”

I’m too tired to argue and just thankful he isn’t going to try anything tonight, I don’t know that I could fight him even as self defense.

I open the door and walk into another bedroom it’s not as large as but still bigger than my last room it has a walk in closet and it’s own full bathroom with a shower and a huge bathtub. thank the goddess for that. I decided to take a quick shower before I get into bed. the room itself is very plain and everything smells new.

I wonder if he had it set up today and ready before I got here, hopefully he didn’t keep other females in here before me because who is that messed up? I towel dry my hair and put on one of my spaghetti strap t shirts and a pair of panties and jump into bed. It feels like I’m sleeping on a cloud.

Even though my comfort level is through the roof I feel awful, I hear his door slam and then quiet. The tears start falling and I have no control over the sobs escaping me. It wasn’t supposed to be like this. We were supposed to be together. I cry until my tears run dry and sleep takes me