~Alexi~ Red. It’s the only thing I can see. I don’t think I've ever felt this angry in all my life. the bloodlust makes me want to kill. The problem is the person I want to destroy is myself. I did that to her! I left mark’s on her perfect porcelain skin. and worse she apologized to me like she did something wrong when i’m clearly the monster. I need to run. I run outside the pack house and shift without bothering to remove my clothes. I'm running as fast as I can, it's.not enough. I let out a howl full of all my anger, frustration , guilt and sadness. I hear paw prints chasing behind me and know it's Matt following me. "Alexi what’s wrong?” "I just need to run” "alright then let’s run" before I can deny his company he takes off, I guess he knew where I was heading before I d

