Chapter 4: Gerard
I made my way to lock the doors, and wondered what had just happened. Surely giving a hand job didn’t make me gay. But I wanted to kiss him, too, and looking at him made my body respond in a way it never did before. I had known for a long time that I wasn’t sexually attracted to women. I tried dating a few times but never felt the passion. We lived in a small outpost fishing village where I grew up, and there wasn’t much opportunity to explore my sexuality. Once I moved to the city, and joined Discovery Divers, I found myself looking at guys in bars, usually after I had a few drinks. It was only after I met Keith, that I came to the realization that I was interested in men, sexually. I felt my c**k leaking while I jacked him off which definitely told me I got turned on b
