Natalie, Surprisingly, he was acting like a gentleman to me since the moment he took me from my house. I have never thought that this creep would be a good person. He always gave me the vibes of a rapist or some pedophile, but I guess you shouldn’t judge someone without really knowing him. And this might be the reason why I feel like s**t and considering leaving here before Derek showed up. How f****d up am I to use his best friend against him? He is an asshole, yes, but that doesn’t mean I should be one as well. I laughed at something that was said, then suddenly I felt eyes on me. I tried to ignore the feeling, but then I tried to look back discreetly. And I was stabbed by Derek’s unbelieving eyes, staring back at me. I felt like daggers were aimed at my chest and I was actually as

