Derek, She was right. I’m a f*****g coward. After she left with Richard, I ran after them and when I wasn’t able to catch them, I just jumped into my car and followed them. At first, I was relieved when they didn’t head to my friend’s apartment, but then my heart thudded into my chest when they stopped in front of some random apartment complex and then headed up. I opened my car’s door but then I stopped myself while one of my feet was outside while the other was still inside of the car. What am I going to do? What would I tell my friend then? I will just barge in and punch him, saying stay away from my woman? He would just laugh at me and call me a fool for dreaming about it. Natalie isn’t just anyone, and I’m not saying that because of her mom’s situation. It is because she is bea

