Derek,
I can see what I was about to do. I f*****g know that it was wrong. This is a f*****g rape, but I couldn’t stop myself.
I felt like a wild animal that is about to lose its female to other males and I wanted to put my claim.
This isn’t a f*****g excuse for what I was doing in this dark, dirty f*****g alley, but I can’t stop myself.
She has been ignoring me most of the day. She ignored all my messages and went out to chill with her friends.
Then I saw the fucker and hit him after seeing him f**k her. Something inside of my head snapped.
I wasn’t stable from the start, but this just played with my last thread of sanity.
I had to find her. I need to f**k her. To remind her that she belongs to me.
I.....I......
I growled harshly into the back of her head as I opened my zipper an
