Derek,
I pushed through the open gates of the house, not caring that they were opened and it indicated that they were waiting for me
When I asked Vasily to find Natalie, he told me that she was nowhere to be seen for days, then all of a sudden she was everywhere.
He told me to be careful when I decided to meet her because they made it so obvious they wanted to be found.
But I don’t care about any of this. I just want to look in her face when I asked her about this s**t going around.
I need to see with my own eyes to understand what had changed while I was in the hospital. I know that she loves me, I’m f*****g sure of it.
Then why would now all of a sudden she be acting as if I’m nothing to her and starting her new life with that fucker?
I stopped the car when I saw them standing smi
