Natalie, I woke up the next morning late, tired, groggy, and alone in bed, which made me feel worse. I remember how I got another episode last night and how Petrus had to take care of me and Emma watched the entire embarrassing moment. I should be strong for my baby, for myself, and for Petrus as well. I know how hard it is for him. So I dragged myself out of the bed and went to the first floor. I want to see my family. I found them all on the terrace. Abbey was playing with Zac while Petrus was watching them, frowning deep in thought. He felt my eyes on him without saying anything, and he turned around and opened his arms for me. And I didn’t hesitate. I just threw myself in his arms and we hugged silently for a while. “You look like shit.” Abbey said tsking, and I glared at her

