Derek,
I hesitated in front of the closed door of my brother’s room. It has been a while since I was allowed to be up here.
My father doesn’t let anyone get closer to him. Even his doctors and nurses must work under his watchful eyes.
He has been obsessive since the accident because he always thought that the accident was actually an attempted murder.
And it doesn’t matter how many times the cops and the private investigators told him that it happened because he was drunk and drove carelessly, he never accepted that.
He thought that John had everything in the world. Why would he ever think about harming or killing himself?
It puzzles me as well because I was the abused child here, so why would he choose to try to end his life?
I took a couple of deep breaths, then knocked on the doo
