Lena woke up drenched in sweat, her heart racing as the remnants of the nightmare clung to her mind. She sat up in bed, trying to steady her breathing. The room was dark and silent, but the vivid images of her past haunted her even in the safety of her apartment. She slipped out of bed and made her way to the bathroom, hoping the cool water might help clear her head of a life she tried to forget and ran from to this day. She was no longer little Liliya.
Flicking on the light, Lena looked at herself in the mirror. Her reflection stared back, eyes wide and filled with lingering fear. She took a deep breath, her gaze shifting to the faint scars on her neck, reminders of her past.
“Beira,” she called in her mind, addressing her internal wercat.
Beira’s presence was immediate, a warm, comforting sensation. Lena closed her eyes, drawing strength from Beira’s calm. “I miss them so much. Sometimes, it feels like it was yesterday.”
I know, Lena. Beira’s voice was soothing, like a gentle purr. But you’re not alone. You have me, and you have Evelyn. We will always be your family.
Lena felt tears prick her eyes, but she smiled through them. “You’re right. It’s just hard sometimes.”
I understand, Beira replied softlu. Your parents were amazing, and their loss is something that will always be with you. But look at all you’ve accomplished. You’re a detective, a protector, just like them. They’d be so proud of you.
Lena’s heart warmed at Beira’s words. “Do you really think so?”
Absolutely, Beira said firmly. You’re brave, strong, and kind. Everything they wanted you to be. And you have a heart full of love, even after everything you’ve been through. That’s something to be proud of. I couldn’t have been paired with a better human.
Lena chuckled softly, wiping away a tear. “You always know what to say to make me feel better. You’re more than just my wercat, Beira. You’re like the sister I never had.”
And you’re the sister I always wanted, Beira responded with an affectionate purr. We’re in this together, Lena. Always.
“Always,” Lena echoed, feeling a deep sense of connection and gratitude. “Thank you, Beira. I don’t know what I’d do without you.”
With that Lena turned off the bathroom light and made her way to the kitchen. The apartment was quiet, the moonlight casting a gentle glow through the windows. Opening the freezer, she pulled out her favorite cookies and cream ice cream. It always reminded her of the snowy mountains of her childhood, a small comfort in the chaos of her life.
She scooped a generous portion into a bowl and sat down at the kitchen table. As she took her first bite, savoring the creamy sweetness, she heard soft footsteps behind her.
“Another nightmare?” Evelyn’s voice whispered. Lena looked up to see her best friend and roommate padding into the kitchen. Evelyn’s presence was always a comfort, her serene, mountain lioness aura calming Lena’s nerves.
“Something like that,” Lena replied with a small smile. “Want some?”
Evelyn nodded, grabbing a bowl and joining Lena at the table. “I could hear you from my room. That dream again?”
Lena sighed, nodding. “Yeah. It’s always the same. Running, hiding, losing them…”
Evelyn reached across the table, placing a reassuring hand on Lena’s. “I’m sorry, Lena. I wish you didn’t have to relive it. But you’re strong, and you’re doing amazing things. Your parents would be so proud.”
“Thanks, Ev,” Lena said, squeezing her friend’s hand. “I don’t know what I’d do without you.”
Evelyn smiled, her eyes twinkling with affection. “Same here. Now, let’s enjoy this ice cream and maybe talk about something else. Perhaps, like that new case you’re working on?”
Lena nodded, grateful for the distraction. They chatted about work, life, and everything in between, their laughter filling the apartment. In that moment, with her best friend by her side, Lena felt a little more at peace, ready to face whatever challenges the new day would bring.