The Love Of Mine

CHAPTER 8: ARE WE DATING??

I changed out of the blue floral dress I wore to a pajamas shorts, Princewill gave me a big shirt to wear because it’s was kind of cold and I didn’t bring a sweater, the shirt was mad comfy.

“Can I come in now?” Princewill asked from outside the door. I told him to leave the room when I wanted to change. I wasn’t going to let him see me in my Dora the explorer panties.

“Sure I said,” as I sat down on the bed. “ You know you don’t have to be shy around me right like we are the only one here, he said smiling.

“Netflix and chill?”

“Of course, what movie should we watch?”He brought his laptop to the bed.

“ Should we watch a horror movie or something romantic?”

“I feel we should go for something romantic, horror isn’t really my thing.”

“365 days or darker shade of grey?” He asked, I haven’t watched any of them so let’s watch both!

“Okay let’s start with 365 days, he pressed play and the movie started”.

I just hope I don’t fall asleep, as we were watching the movie Princewill moved his hands and drop me closer into a cuddle, it felt so warm and I got this tingling sensation that ran down my spine. I noticed his breathing were a little too heavy, we were both nervous. I want him to kiss me so bad.

The movie got to a part where the guy was having s*x with the lady, and the tension was kind of too much, the movie is basically just pornography.

I could feel something hitting me softly from behind, Princewill was hard. The s****l moans from the movie was kind of too much and even though we were the only one around I wasn’t comfortable with it.

“ Can you reduce the volume?” I asked him,

“Sure, he said as he reduced the volume his d**k still hitting the back of my butt softly. I felt his hands rubbing my arms softly, and I can’t explain the feeling I was getting my n*****s were hurting from being too hard. His hands were tracing down my skin sending a burning sensation to me, and he slowly moved his hands to my thighs.

“Elena, turn around,” he said softly, his voice having a little touch of command. I turned around to face him, and I felt my heart would jump out of my body with the way it was pounding so hard. Am I going to get my first official kiss?

“Are you nervous? you are breathing so fast,” no..No…I said almost stammering I am fine.

His hands moved to the from my thighs to my ass, and he spanked me a little,

“Ouch I said, letting out a moan.” Did I just moan? I blinked my eyes in disbelief, it felt good when he spanked me.

He chuckled. I didn't know you could do that, he said laughing. I hit his chest softly, Stop teasing me! It was a mistake.

I tried to turn back to watching the movie but he used his other hands to hold my head then he pulled my head closer and he kissed me, this time around it wasn’t a peck on my lips. He pulled me closer and I closed my eyes and kissed him back.

His lips feels so soft and it tastes like mint, our kiss became more intense, his tongue teasing me softly, my body feels so hot, I was burning with desires, he places my head down slowly on the bed, and rested his elbow on the bed as he parted my legs and lay on me softly, his tongues were still playfully gliding over mine. I felt his body press down on me, my n*****s were so hard,

He took my arms and raised them up, I stared into his eyes. It was burning in desire just like the guy in the movie. He raised the shirt over my head and removed it. The cold hit my n*****s sending chills through me, I used my hands to cover them.

Don’t do that! He removes my hands gently from my breast then cupped it into his hands, using his fingers to gently twist my already hard n*****s. I felt a burning sensation on my c******s, my v****a was throbbing so badly. He started massaging my breast while using his fingers to circle around my n*****s, while still kissing me. It felt good, I wanted more!.

He broke the kiss and I opened my eyes, he then closed his laptop and picked it up from the bed, he stood up and placed it on the table. I looked down at his p***s were protruding out of his shorts. I have only seen a hard p***s in a picture I saw online and in movies. I was looking at one physically now, my mouth dropped in shock. I am not sure of how I feel.

He pulled his shirt off and climbed back into the bed, he pulled my face up and kissed me again this time around it was rough, and very demanding, I closed my eyes again as I draw him closer to me. He groan, as he felt my hard n*****s against his body. His hands went back to my breast they were swollen and bigger now. I opened my eyes again as his lips went from my breast to my n*****s, he sucked on them gently, the wetness I felt in my v****a grew.

His tongues were circling around my n*****s, and he stopped occasionally to suck on them. The throbbing in my v****a grew it kind of hurt, he took my hands and draw them closer to his p***s,

“Touch it, he whispered in my ears slowly, I touched it, his erection was hard, it felt like a rock, a big long rock.

“Stroke it !” I don’t know how to. He placed his hands on mine and started moving my hand up and down. Then he removed his hands and told me to continue. I grabbed his erection gently and started moving my hand up and down. I looked at him for approval and he nodded his head and closed his eyes. He sucked in a sharp breath.

Yes baby just like that, he moaned slowly. Instinct takes over as I use my hands to circle around the tips of his p***s.

“Elena…” he said slowly, if you keep doing that I am going to c*m hard, I stopped, he grabbed my hands and pulled me closer to him, he then laid me down and came on me again. His eyes burned into mine.

“Should we have s*x?” He said slowly.

My heart pounded against my chest, while I looked into his eyes, it was like he was searching for answers in mine. I remembered the promise I made to my mum. It's not even three weeks I left home and I was about to break that promise.

“It’s fine if you don’t want to, '' he said quickly, seeing I was mute.

“I want to, I said unsure, I didn’t even know when the words left my mouth.

“You’re sure?” He asked again and I nodded my head, I love you, I said.

He pressed his lips on mine, and we resumed kissing, this time I didn’t close my eyes I just starred into the walls, deep down I know I am not ready for s*x.

He stood up again and he walked to his wardrobe and opened the down drawers, packs of condoms were filled in it. Why does he have drawers filled with condoms?

My chest grew tighter, pinching at me, this is definitely not how I want to lose my virginity. It feels kind of wrong. I was still thinking deeply, when he came back into the bed. He kissed me again and his lips felt so cold, I wasn’t feeling hot anymore.

“Are you okay?” He asked me.

“Yes I am, I said. I certainly do not feel okay first the earrings, now packs of condoms, we are about to have s*x and he hasn’t still asked me to be his girlfriend officially.

“It’s going to be a little painful but if you want me to stop just let me know, okay?

I nodded, how do I tell him I don’t want to have s*x yet? Should i just do it?

I could feel tears forming in my eyes, his hands were slowly tracing my thighs, then he reached for my shorts drawing it down.

“Princewill, I..”

“Shh… '' he said, as he cupped my face again and started kissing me roughly, my lips hurting, as he used his other hands to pull my shorts down.

Oh, this is really happening. My chest was beating fast, everything felt so wrong, he seemed like a different person now. I was getting scared, my shorts were already halfway down. Let something happen, anything I prayed.

Just then I heard a sound, the door bell was ringing, thank goodness I said deeply. He was still kissing me with his eyes closed.

“Someone is at the door I said, he broke the kiss, are you sure?

He stood up, picked his shirt from the floor and left the room, I quickly stood up from the bed and picked up my phone. It was already past eight.

I am not sure I want to sleep over anymore, I want to go back to my dorm.

Just then I heard a girl screaming outside, I know you have a b***h in there, f*****g piss of s**t! This is what you always do, cheat on me with different bitches.

I wore the shirt back, and walked into the living room, in front of the door was Princewill holding a girl from coming in, our eyes both met.

“Elena go back to the room!” He shouted at me, the girl he was holding tried to enter the house again and he held her back.

So you are one of those bitches f*****g my boyfriend, She shouted at me, throwing her shoes inside luckily it didn’t hit me. Let go of me, Princewill!

This girl was way too beautiful to be acting like a lunatic. I looked at Princewill, I was shocked. He had a girlfriend and he just tried to take my virginity. All the tears I was holding just came pouring out, I walked into the room, changed into the dress I wore to his place and I sprayed my perfume. I probably smelled like sweat and kisses.

I don’t know if I should call my friends to tell them I was coming back, as I was still contemplating whether Princewill came into the room. As I saw him walk in I started crying again.

“Elena, she is not my girlfriend anymore, we broke up, you know I can’t date someone like that, she is kind of crazy and she stalks me. As he was explaining himself I was just staring at him

Who is this? This can’t be the Princewill I know! I can’t believe I let him kiss me and we almost had s*x.

“I am leaving,” I managed to say.

“It’s already late, what are you saying?”

“Just let me go, I don’t feel safe with you anymore.”

You don’t feel safe with me? Why? He said, trying to hold my hands.

“Don’t touch me,” I said walking towards the door dragging my luggage bag along.

“I don’t get it,” Why are you angry? Are we dating?

My jaw dropped. Are we dating? Did you seriously just ask me that question? I turned to look at him.

“Yes, I don’t recall me asking you to be my girlfriend, you are just like my junior sis. His tone was harsh.

Those words hit me and he knew it came out wrong, he kept pacing around the room while I just stared at him in disbelief. I can’t believe I trusted him enough to come down here. No wonder my mum doesn’t like him!

“I don’t mean it that way! You know what I mean right? He said walking up to me his face seem like he was trying to hold back tears, but under I know he was faking it.

“So why did you kiss me and we almost had s*x!” I said almost screaming.

The softness in his eyes disappeared in seconds, he was still trying to put together the lies he was going to tell me when I walked to the door, I yanked it open as I dragged my luggage bag with me.

He didn’t follow me or even try to stop me but I kept walking. I can't stay with him anymore. I opened my phone to check if there was still any train going to Stanford and luckily for me they were available. The price was about ten dollars.

I reach the stairs. I think I hear him call my name, but I just keep going. The cold breeze hit me and it felt so good against my skin, I typed the address of the train station into the navigation on my phone and start to walk as I tried to fight back the tears clouding my eyes.