Clara’s POV
We made out for a while but it was so soft and warm on the bed and I felt so at peace my eye lids were heavy with tiredness. I had to pull back to yawn and Johannes took the opportunity to send me to bed! I sighed and agreed, I was so tired. But as soon as I was away from him in my own bed I felt restless and couldn’t sleep. I started worrying about whether I was going to be ok this weekend or if my inexperience was going to cause issues. What if I tacked a horse up wrong and the tack broke halfway round the cross country. Or got them disqualified for being in the wrong place at the wrong time… there seemed endless rules and times… be here at this time wearing this tack… how did anyone keep on top of it all?
And then I started needing to wee. I tried to just cross my legs and
