Jay's Love...

Episode 13 : Till Death Do Us Part

"She texted me, introduced herself, and wants to meet in person to wish me her sincere thank you." I was thinking in my mind, gone with the wind case hehehe! I managed not to smile. Krish, you are a devil can you pity him a little!! He continued "I told her I will be back next week and will meet up. In between, she will send me forwarded me good morning and good night messages. I just take it in a friendly manner" and he looked at me, I asked him spontaneously "You? In a friendly manner?" I giggled after mention that. He stared at me full of anger and I closed my mouth with my left hand. Where is my right hand? I already gave it to him! Hahaha, he is still holding it, kissing it on and off, squeezing it when he was controlling his emotions. I said "Sorry" and he kissed my hand while staring into my eyes. He continued again.

"The following week when I went into the office I totally forgot about it. I received a thank you roses bouquet with a message thank you only. It was pink roses, I was surprised but it didn't cross my mind that it was from Rose until she texted me asking whether I received her thank you bouquet. Then I walked to her office with the roses in my hand and hand them over to her. I told her I am a man and I don't need roses but will accept her thank you. She didn't say anything after some time she texted me, can I buy lunch, dinner, or breakfast to show my gratitude, my reply was I am busy all the time. She was very beautiful and I don't want to make the same mistake again because I am very sure she will fall for me if I gave a little face to her." 

I interrupted with my busy body mouth "Heh! How you know, why you think all women will fall for you?" He asked in return "Didn't you?" I was speechless for a moment and replied "No, I didn't, you chased me!" and I stared at him. He showed me a sinister smile and kissed my hand again, I wanted to pull my hand but he was stronger. I just let him have my hand. Then I told him "Okay, continue!" He sighed again and continue. "Coincidentally that week onwards I have to open the office and we happen to see each other every day. She will buy coffee, breakfast and we start to become friends. After few months we become lovers and we start to live together. That's where we started to face problems, our business increased so we need staff to maintain the office. Vanda and Betty are friends, so through Betty Vanda got the job furthermore she was a single mom with 3 kids. We gave a lot of time flexibility." I was stunned for a while, why suddenly Vanda came into the picture. "Vanda was very much interested in me but she misused Gordon to become close with me. Gordon is married but his wife was in his hometown at that time so she tried to put a show that she and Gordon in love. Vanda finds out that I and Rose were in love so she tried to split us by hooking Rose with her guy friends. She was close with Rose, every time when she goes out for lunch with Rose, she will introduce Rose to them. Rose was in the travel business so she taught it was a good opportunity also for her business. Later Vanda started to inform me and showed pictures of Rose with different guys and is going for a date with all these guys. I didn't believe her because Rose will update each of her appointments whether man or woman. Vanda was irritating me and at one point I told Vanda off that she only can talk to me about work matters. I will email her all the work and I ask her to report to Gordon. I only started to talk to Vanda after I met you in March." He looked at me. I nodded and asked, "Then what happened?"

"After almost a year everything was fine. I get to know her family members and we decide to get marry traditionally until 1 day Rose fainted again in the office while she was alone. She was talking to me on the phone and passed out. I rushed her to the clinic and the doctor said she normal, maybe tired. The doctor asked to rest properly and after a week of rest she was fine but she was losing weight a lot. Her appetite was good and she started to faint very frequently. I took her for a full medical test and we found she had bone-related cancer." I was speechless and I looked at Jay, his eyes were full of tears anytime will drop off onto his cheek. He keeps on wearing his smile but I can see the pain in his eyes. He was holding his tears and it was too heavy as though anytime can drop, "I want to go washroom, please stop at any petrol station or resting area." I want him to cry to himself and it will make him feel relief. He did turn the car at a rest area and when I want to go out he held my hand and pull me near to him. He placed his face in my neck crook and moan softly. I can feel the tears, I hugged him and keep on rub his back to make him feel relax. This is the first I am seeing him like this. He hugged me harder, I cannot breathe and his body heat is making a weird reaction in me, he pushed me to the car seat and started to kiss me passionately. 

He was kissing me as though sucking out my soul and he started to bite my lips and my neck all. He snuggled his left hand behind my neck and pull me to his chest to make sure there is no gap between us. His right hand was all over my body, touching everywhere, I know he is very sad but I am not sure whether he sees me as Krish or Rose at this moment. He behaved so weirdly until I called his name, "Jay! Jay! Are you okay? Look at me!" Then he opened his eyes which were wet due to his crying. "Are you okay or not?" He didn't answer me but keep on staring at me into my eyes. I shook his shoulders and asked again "Are you okay Jay?" He asked me "Will you make love with me?" I looked at him and smiled but didn't say anything. At this moment he has to be normal and he has to send me to my hometown first. This guy is a bit crazy now. "Are you okay or not Jay?" I told him I will get some hot drinks for him and went out of the car. I felt suffocated just now. Inhale, exhale and relax, keep calm Krish.