My everything

Chapter three - Secretly official

Abby's POV:

I finally have a boyfriend. That is the one and only Luke. I didn't expect it to happen so soon, but I'm glad it did. We have been playing this game for a year. I know why he chose me, but the plan was simple. That was supposed to be a game, no feelings. I think I failed a long time ago. The thing is that I never admitted it. He is not a bad guy. Well, if you ask him, he will tell you the opposite. I'm not sure what Luke is trying to do. Somehow it's working. Girls were checking him out, but he kept playing with me. It's not like I mind. That's why I liked the game. Maybe we should start playing once again. I called it game over, but it was fun. The boy has kissed many girls, but hopefully, I will make him feel different. I don't want to be a one-night stand. I want something more. After all, I have never been in a relationship before. I want to experience it. For most people, their first boyfriend is in high school. The sad part is that not many couples last after graduation. I want us to be different. There is something in him that makes me feel attracted. I have never made out with a boy, but it felt so good. Now I want to do it all the time. Of course, I have to tell my parents about that. The problem is that my dad might not like him. One thing about Luke is that he is honest. He doesn't hide. Neither pretends to be someone else. I appreciate this, but it might be dangerous. I mean, when we talk about meeting my parents. Mom and dad want me to find a boy who loves me and will take care. It's not like I don't need it, but I feel like I have it. Luke might not be the perfect candidate, but I like him. That's why I want us to try and see where it goes. I believe that we have a chance. I hope that when the time comes, my parents will accept him. I don't want to choose.

Luke and I called it official. Since then, we can't stay away for a long time. If we are not together, we text or call each other. Call us addicted, but none of us has been in a relationship. We have been to the lake three times in the past week. Let's say that this is our place. I mean, everything started from there. It was my idea, but he agreed. I don't know how long we'll last, but I hope for the best. After all, I don't want to be heartbroken. Otherwise, Luke will be dead.

I woke up and checked my phone. I didn't have any messages. It would be good if Luke started waking me up. I will talk with him about that. With the thought of him, I went to prepare for the day. I made my bed, got dressed, and went to the bathroom. When I was ready, I walked downstairs for breakfast. My parents were already there, eating. Today we have eggs with bacon. I put some black pepper on my eggs and started eating. That is one of my favorite things for breakfast. I can eat that every day.

- Someone is hungry. - my mom said, chuckling

- I love this.

- I'm glad that you like it.

- Did something happen in school? Lately, you have been in a good mood. - dad said

- No. I'm having fun when teachers keep asking students questions. They don't know the answer.

- Abby, this is not funny.

- Um, yes, it is. The fault that they don't study is not mine.

- What your dad means is you can't make fun of them.

- Hold on. I never said that. What I said is that I have fun because I know every answer.

- Ok, but don't make fun of anyone. It's not good.

- I know. Thanks.

- If you don't have many lessons, you can go out with friends in the afternoon.

- I planned to go out, but I will probably be alone.

- It's your choice.

After breakfast, I walked to school. I will go out with Luke, but my parents don't need to know. I mean, speaking of him. My boyfriend was standing by his locker. He looked at me and smirked. That means he is up to something. It's better if I don't know. For now, no one knows that we are together. It's enough that people shipped me with him last year. I want to keep this private for a while. Soon he passed by me and gave me a note. There were only seven words.

You are mine. Lunch break. Field. Alone.

That was enough for me to understand what he wanted. I took my things and walked to class. Luke has my phone number, but I guess he prefers the notes. Also, no one knows about that. So, for now, texting this way is our communication. It's not like I mind. I like the mystery. The other thing is that the teacher won't get my phone.

On the lunch break, I walked to the field. I looked for Luke at our usual place. He was looking at his phone. I carefully walked behind him and pulled him for a kiss. Luckily, he didn't pull away. Instead, he wrapped his hands around my waist and made me sit on his lap. We stayed like that for a couple of minutes. I am a girl who got addicted to her boyfriend too quickly. I don't know if that will end well, but I don't care. I want to be around him for as long as possible. Soon, he pulled away and looked at me.

- I'm glad that you came. - Luke said and kissed my cheek

- For you always. I won't miss the chance of having you for myself. - I said, and he chuckled

- I'm sure about this.

- Why am I here?

- So I can have some fun with you. It's not like you didn't do what I was planning.

- To understand that I did well.

- No, perfect. You are amazing.

- Thank you. You are not a bad boy, either.

- Don't make me show you the opposite.

- I would love to see how you will do it, mister.

- I can demonstrate to you.

- What are you waiting for now?

- You said it, not me. - Luke said and kissed me

I already know where this is going, but I don't care. I am addicted. Also, we don't do anything wrong. Every girl makes out with her boyfriend. Some girls don't do it that often, but they still do. The only thing I'm afraid of is that we did everything quickly. I hope that it won't fade away the same way. I want us to have a strong relationship.

- Did we rush with this? - I asked

- What?

- I feel it will end the same way. I mean, since we did it so soon.

- No, it won't. I promise you. This time, I will try to keep you. No games.

- I hope so.

- Don't you trust me?

- I do, but many things can happen.

- Don't worry. I am here. No one will touch you. Well, except for me. - Luke said, chuckling

- I'm sure about that.

Luke and I stayed together until the end of the lunch break. Later, both of us walked to our classes. I sat next to Jenny. She asked about us again, but I didn't tell her anything. For now, I want to keep this a secret. Let's say that we are secretly official. We'll make it public, but when I know, no one will care. Probably that will never happen.

After school, I walked home. On the way, someone grabbed my hand, spun me around, and kissed me. Why this feels better every time? I swear this boy got me addicted. It's not like I mind. Well, that is not supposed to happen so often. Of course, I deepened the kiss. There is no way that I will let him go so quickly.

- You know you can't come home with me.

- I do, but I wanted a kiss. Do you have plans for tonight?

- No, why?

- I want us to go out.

- Why not in the afternoon?

- Because I can't. I have to do things at home. Also, my mom will be there. I have to be the good boy I'm not.

- Good luck, then.

- Thanks.

I walked home and started studying. I don't know what excuse to use in front of my parents. Usually, I never go out during the night. I trust Luke, and I know he will take me home safely. Well, that's what I'm hoping.

For dinner, my mom made pasta. Her cooking is delicious, as always. Luke texted me to meet him at 9 pm. That is a bit late for me, but I trust him. I told my boyfriend the place where to wait for me. There is no way that I will walk alone during the night. Now I have to ask them if I can go out.

- Um, can I ask something?

- Sure. - mom said

- I want to go out. Can I?

- Now? It's so late. You never go out after dinner.

- I know, but I couldn't do it today. I had homework to finish. It was for tomorrow.

- I have no problem with you going out. The thing is that I'm not sure if it's safe. - my dad said

- Look, I will be careful. Also, my phone is always with me. I have pepper spray in my room. - I said, chuckling

- That doesn't make me feel calmer.

- Please, dad. It will be only today.

- Ok, fine, but if something happens, you won't go out during the night anymore. Understood?

- Yes, sir. Thank you.

At 9 pm, I took a small backpack and left. I do have pepper spray, but I never used it. Let's say I have a few things to defend myself with. That is in case something happens. There are many freaks out there. Soon Luke appeared, and we started walking. He took me to the lake again. I have never been here during the night. It looks so pretty. The moonlight is reflected in the water. Everything looks like it's from a fairytale. I won't deny sleeping here.

- How was your afternoon? Did you miss me? - Luke asked and kissed me

- A little bit. I was busy with my homework.

- I could've occupied you, but I had other things to do. I'm sorry.

- It's ok, but don't do it often.

- I promise.

- Can I know why we are here?

- Because this is our place. Also, I don't know where else to take you. There is no one here, so you are safe.

- You don't have to worry about me. I came prepared. - I said and opened my backpack

- What are all these things?

- For self-defense. You never know what might happen.

- Are you serious?

- Ok, my dad was worried that something would happen, so I had to take these things with me.

- Now it makes sense.

- It's not that bad.

- Hey, I am here.

- I know, and you will take me home.

- No worries. As long as your dad doesn't see me, I'm good.

- One day, he will, but it won't be soon. I still don't know how to tell him.

- You can tell him the truth. For the past year, you played a game with a boy. You accidentally fell for him.

- Yeah, he won't accept that.

- I don't know what else. When I meet him, I don't plan to hide. I will be honest with him.

- He will appreciate this, but I'm not sure he will like you.

- That doesn't matter to me. I know you like me.

- That's true, for sure.

- I promise to try and put in some effort.

- I would love to see it.

- Can I kiss you?

- Why are you even asking?

- Because I want to be polite. That won't happen every day.

- I know. In that case, yes. You can kiss me.

- Thank you.

That is how it started. I'm surprised we stayed apart for so long. His lips are like something sweet from which you can never get enough. I don't know how I got addicted, but I did. Honestly, I'm not sorry for this. It makes me feel good, and I like it. As I see it, my boyfriend does too. I felt breathless, but I didn't want to stop. It feels like I'm doing something illegal. I put my hands on his cheeks and pulled him closer. No, I will use all the energy I have. I mean, I won't see him until tomorrow. It's not a big deal, but for me, it is. I hope that with time, things will calm down. We can't keep doing this all the time. Otherwise, I might give in. I want this to happen, but not now. I don't feel ready for this. We made out for some time before he pulled away breathlessly. I won't deny round two, but he probably will.

- Well?

- You are a beast. - Luke said, and I laughed

- Thank you for the compliment, my boy. - I said and kissed his cheek

- We need to do that more often.

- I don't mind. Well, I don't want to give in.

- Hey, I won't do that. Neither will do something you won't like.

- Well, I liked this.

- That was what I was talking about. We can do that as much as you want. Round two?

- As much as I want that, it will be better to go home. It's getting late.

- Can't we stay here for a while? - Luke asked and kissed me

- Don't start, please. Otherwise, I won't be able to stop.

- I don't mind.

- But I do. I'll see you tomorrow at school.

- In that case, I would love to have you as my lunch.

- No problem. Will you send me home? I don't want to go alone.

- Sure, you don't have to ask. I won't leave you alone.

- Thanks. One day, we'll make it to my house.

- I don't want to rush with that. - he said, chuckling

- It's better if you leave me one street from my house. My parents might look for me through the window.

- Ok, let's go.

- Let me take my things.

Both with Luke walked home. Well, he left me one street from my house. From there, I saw the light in the kitchen. It's better if my parents don't know what I have been doing so late. Of course, my boyfriend didn't let me go without a kiss. That's what it was supposed to be. As always, it turned into a makeout session. We need to stop doing this. I thought only I was addicted. Maybe I was wrong. I don't mind. I like having him for myself. Finally, he let me go home. I have to say this relationship has a great start, and I want it to end the same way. I want to be with him no matter how long I will live. We are still in the beginning, so we have a long way to go. I hope that we won't have any problems.