My Revenge His Regret

Have you ever wished you had never been born? Well, that is me right now. My parents are so strict and overbearing. I am grateful to my godparents though. They keep me sane and let me do what I want. Wait. Let's back up. First, let me introduce myself. My name is Analisa Love and I am currently 18 years old. I was blessed and cursed with a photographic memory and a photogenic face/body. My parents are extremely wealthy and well known all throughout the world. Lucky me! Did you catch the sarcasm? My mother is a fashion designer and my father is the CEO of a magazine company that mainly revolves around women's and men's fashion. Due to their amazing career choices, and my lovely brain, I have been forced into modeling as well as acting and occasionally have to work as their assistant. I hate all my jobs and I say jobs because I will not be keeping them as a career after I finish college. I graduated from high school when I was 13 years old, which I regret because once I did, my parents made me sign a contract with them stating I would continue doing my current jobs until I am 21 years old. I will have to keep working and going to college as if it wasn't hard enough to do when I was in high school full time with a bunch of extracurricular activities that my parents made me sign up for. People ask me what I really want to do in life and I cannot give a straight answer because my life has always been scheduled out for me since I could walk. I was never allowed to make my own decisions, even my boyfriend had to get approved. Now we are the topic of my boyfriend. His name is Declan Spade. He is the same age as me and has a similar background. I am so glad he is smart and attractive, and comes from a wealthy family too, and that his family is friends with mine. That helped a lot. Yes, we were raised together, but that also means so was his annoying cousin Austin Spade, who is 2 years younger than us. I say annoying because he has an obvious crush on me and I am not here for it. At first I thought it was cute, but now it is not. He is always popping up everywhere we go. I already do not have much free time and when I do I want to spend it with my boyfriend. Me and Declan have been dating since I signed the first contract. Yes, me getting to date was also one of my demands in order for me to sign said contract. I know we were young but after being around each other all the time and having common likes and dislikes, it just happened. My parents were not happy to know this at all. To be fair, they schedule my day-to-day life but are hardly ever around. But do you know who is? That's right, my godparents. My godmother, Annette, is a professional dancer and my godfather, Samuel, is a lawyer. They are busy too but always make time for me as if they were my actual parents. They always tell me to be grateful because I am well taken care of and I am also learning to make my own money, so I know the value of it. I get that but come on, since I was a toddler I have been making money, so is working myself to the bone is really necessary. Since I learn fast, it allows more free time, but not really because my parents find ways to fill it up. They told me they did not want me to become a teenage parent like them. I call bullshit because they were 20 when they had me and my twin brother. Okay, second, let me give you a day-to-day of what my basic schedule looks like that can be altered last minute. I am scheduled to wake up at 4 am to go for a 30 minute run. (why so early?) At 5am I have to be at the skating rink for training until 6am (unamused). After that, I have to work out for an hour. (Ugh, I want sleep) Once my workout is complete, I must shower and dress impeccably with high glam make-up. (annoying) I then have to make my way to the movie set or photoshoot (stressful). If I have neither, I have to go to my godmother's and have dance practice and after that I have to go learn something from my godfather until lunchtime. (only fun I get) I bet you are wondering if I skipped breakfast. Yes, yes I did. I am not allowed to eat breakfast. Now back to lunchtime, which is always at a high end restaurant which is basically for show, because I am only allowed to eat a few bites of salad and drink a glass of lemon water. (I just want to eat) At 1pm I have to report to my mother's team to help with her designs until 5pm. (chaotic) After 5pm I have to report to my father's office to help with whatever he has tasked me with until 9pm. (tedious) After I am done with all of that, I finally get to eat dinner and get ready for bed, which I have to be in by 10pm. (finally) You are probably thinking that I have breaks. No, I do not because of travel time. You are also probably thinking didn't she say she hardly sees her parents, but her schedule shows she has to go to their work places every day. Well, they leave a list of what they want me to do with the office receptionist because they do not have to personally give it to me. I am so grateful for my days off because that means from 8 am to 9pm I am free and get to spend it with Declan. I am so happy when he comes to see me at my godmother's house for practice. He has even come with me a few times when I had to be at the rink. My mother loves the idea of me becoming a professional figure skater as she says I am a swan flying over the water majestically. How does she know? I have no clue she has never seen me. Between my mother's strict diet and my father's strict rules, I am close to having a break down. I want a normal life and to be a normal teenager. I also want to be able to choose what is going to happen in my life. Which I will realize is not going to happen anytime soon. Some of the days blur together. I guess that is a positive. Tomorrow is my day off, which is exciting because I get to spend time with my boyfriend, Declan, even though his cousin will also be there.