THREE YEARS LATER...
The past three years have been 'heaven' and 'hell' for me. 'Heaven because Rudo and I have been on cloud nine ever since our first date at the cafe. I don't know what it is, but whenever I'm around him I feel, happy, complete and safe. Whenever we see each other and hold each other, I just wish the moment could last forever. But as the saying goes; all good things come to an end. Which in my case means, I always have to come back to the man of my nightmares; Konstantin Brusilov and let's not forget the 24/7 watch dogs.
There have been points during the last three years where I just felt like screaming and pulling my hairs out because of all the difficulty that he has put Lavender and I through. Everyday for the last three years, I have been praying to God to give me
