Cupids Aim Was A Little Off

Through the windows she stared at those beautiful flowers which looked more realistic than her own life which was completely messed up.She never knew what she actially wanted in her life , all she knew was that she could never be that permanent person for anyone and she could never stay in the same job for too long.Yes,she was that girl who was always temperory in her whole life . Her eyes never lied when she looked at herself in those mirrors,She never knew why she never felt connections for too long and why the hell she was getting fedup of everything so easily. How could someone ask another person for an advice on this problem, when they would think that maybe you are slut or someone who is kind of flirt. Moreover she had that face which looked edgy and kind of million dollar face which probably could not wear any makeup because then they call you slut because it looked hot on her. Loneliness was not the thing that hurts her most! Emptiness killed her inch by inch and she wanted an escape through all this chaos of her life. She used to google about whether she was having commitment fear but it was sure thats not what was happening to her.She felt too connected to people easily and could only spent mostly three months around that person giving her complete affection for that person and she suddenly gets this realization that its that time of hers to move on and starts getting fedup of that person . 'Should I Avoid people so that they dont get hurt in future?' This thought randomly came into her mind often but she always fall for people much faster than anything. So this is not practically her new job ,but just that change of job which she needed after each year . "Janet,Are you our new fresher who have just joined today?" Someone called out to her and she was suddenly out from all those thoughts and glared to the man who just called her then. He was charming on his own way like he was wearing a necktie which was copper brown color and had worn a perfeclty ironed white shirt and sleeves rolled up to the elbow. He was a view to hold for a second .She paused for a second at his looks while he called again' Hey ! ' She just felt embarresed for a second and replied " Yes, I am janet, your new co worker I guess,Nice to meet you and maybe you could help me with all these works as you really have experience working here " He nodded with a pleasent smile and introduced himself. His full name was' Robert Jack 'but he was called Rob.He was really a person whom anyone would look forward to. She was confused about the new works given to her on her first day of job there.She was a legal advisor but she was really good at drafting for firms which is why it was easy for her to get job at any firms within three months of time. She had her makeup done in the most simple way ,just some eye mascaras and nude lipstick done with high pony tail waving across while she walked. Even though janet was new there and no one really knew her ,Almost every female co-workers disliked from from her first look. Maybe they were kind of insecure about themselves about how much attraction she was getting from all the male co-workers while she have only put on that kind of simple makeup . She never cared about the negatives happening around her . "Janet,you gotta come for our party at 10:00pm and we will be waiting for you at Joy Cafee." called out her another co worker named "John". She nodded with a little bit of confusion whether  she should go for the party or not. As she didnt have any plans that day she wanted to try out that party . Janet started to get dressed up for her party .Simple long dress with a denim jacket to go with it,Big hoop earrings and just a dark lipstick touch made her sway with glamour .She was unsure of how others would dressup for this party because no one mentioned anything else to her. Clock ticked 10:00pm and she was at the place where the party was held