After Jon left, Gabriel and I talked for a while.
"I think it would be a good idea to find your parents." Gabriel said. I had already told him my thoughts on the matter. "Where do you think we should start?"
"Maybe my adoption paperwork? See what we can find there." I said. Gabriel nodded. I sighed. "I think I may need to find my adoptive parents too. See if they know anything." I felt uncomfortable just saying that. It wasn't that I didn't want to see them, I did. I just didn't think they wanted to see me. Their rejection of me had been hard enough to accept. The idea of seeing them and being rejected face to face seemed unbearable. I decided that I would see what I could find and use that as last resort.
"Let's see what we can find elsewhere. I don't really want to see my parents i
