Once an Alpha, now a rogue

My name’s Bella Rose, I once belonged to a pack, not to big but it was home, I was next in line to be the Alpha, as my parents didn’t have any more children after me. I have long black hair to my waist, with bright emerald green eyes, I stood pretty tall at 5’7 compared to other she-wolves but I liked the way I was, I had curves in the right places. I lost my pack when I was 16 years old and I was the only survivor, I blame myself as I went to a party my human friend Lilly was throwing after my parents told me not to but I just couldn’t miss it for the world. I came back home at around 11pm thinking I could sneak back in to the packhouse without being noticed, but what I saw was fire... so much fire, my eye sight started getting blurry as tears built up. I ran to what was once my home and found the bodies of my parents, they were lifeless and cold, that’s when I smelt it, rogues. There were bodies everywhere, our Beta and his family even the children. I screamed, begged and cried to the Moon goddess that this wasn’t happening. Our pack didn’t have any allies as my father was too proud but as a result, I was left with no one but myself. My human friends, Rebecca, Lilly and James wouldn’t understand so I had to leave. What was once my home, The Scarlett Moon Pack was no more. So here I am, my 18th birthday in a week and I finally won’t be alone anymore as I will have my wolf, I can’t wait to meet her, I haven’t made friends since I’ve been out here, they can turn on you in an instant, I trained so I have managed to survive out here on my own but the loneliness of not having a home or a pack it hurts so much. I soon will hopefully find my mate but nerves are hitting me as I really don’t want him to reject me knowing I am a rogue. I have been on a search for which rogue pack that dared attack the Scarlett Moon Pack but I haven’t had any luck in nearly 2 years. But mark my words I will find them and when I do, they will wish they were never born